Pain & Pleasure

Last night my master really put me through my paces, as far as pain is concerned. I had never experienced so much pain in one go. What makes it stranger is that I did enjoy it. Now I have never been one for much pain, if I stub my toe, it brings tears to my eyes, that is how much of a wimp I am. But when master tells me to do it, I don't think so much about what is going to happen, I just do it, because I know that he would a) never hurt me permanently and b) it will be much worse if I disobey him (think back to cold showers, ugh!).

Now I expect you want to know exactly what he had me do.........

First off he had me drip candle wax onto my breasts until he told me to stop. I did, this must have gone on for 20-30mins. It was so painful. Out of everything master had me do last night this was the hardest, not because of how much it hurt, but because I had to drip it on myself, it was the anticipation. Whilst I loved it when the wax dripped onto me, waiting for it to drip on, whilst watching it to make sure I didn't set light to anything kind of killed it a little bit. When I was allowed to stop that, master told me to bind my feet. Put a clothespin on each nipple, put either my medium or biggest butt plug in (i chose medium) and to put a clothespin on my clit. The he had me spank myself on each ass cheek as many times as possible. When I wanted to stop i would have to beg him. I managed 100 strokes on each ass cheek. I asked him if I could stop, but master told me to do 20 more on each cheek. I did, but my butt plug fell out. I told him this and told him what a nasty bitch I was and that I deserved these spankings because I was naughty and had impure thoughts about him. He made me do another 10 on each cheek because my plug fell out and 10 on my pussy because I did not degrade myself enough. This is what I said after doing that: master i deserved those extra spankings because i am a useless slave who let her butt plug fall out. I deserved the spanking on my pussy because i did not adequately describe just how much of a slut i am. I am a filthy bitch who enjoys it when her master has her spank herself. I get wet spanking my pussy, and that is not something that nice girls would do. I get wet thinking about my master just taking my ass for his pleasure, as I am his bitch and he will fuck me how he pleases, even if that means shoving himself into my ass without any lube, this is because this is all as his slave i deserve, i have no right to feel upset by that, it is my duty to serve my master however he sees fit. i am just a naughty bitch who needs disciplining.

I think master liked that, I certainly loved saying it. After that he had me take everything off and out. Taking the clothespins off was torture, they were on for just over half an hour I think. Taking the one off my clit hurt the most. After that we talked for a while. And at midnight, wow master had me cum for him. It was the first time I had been allowed to cum in a week, and oh it was amazing, as I climaxed I whispered my master's real name (he had given me permission to use it until I went to sleep).

Anyway, I am allowed to cum today (I think) but I told master that I would wait until he could tell me how to cum, before I did. I haven't had any commands from master yet today, but when I do I shall update this post to let you all know what they were and how I did.

Komodo Whore