These are my commands today:

1) When masturbating I had to think about women's boobs. And master has implemented that I must masturbate at least once a day.

2) Tonight I have to wear a bra to bed.

3) I spanked myself 100 times on your body with my ruler. I did 20 on each ass cheek, 20 on each breast and 20 on my pussy. It goes without saying that I had to do these as hard as possible.

4) My last command was to get sleep. Now with this, I wonder if master thinks I am not sleeping on purpose! I go to bed early enough and just cannot sleep, I would like to sleep very much.

Anyway, I am off to do my last command

Well I am still tired from lack of sleep, and now I am grouchy to top it off.

Anyway here are my commands for today:

1) http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=23472

This was answering some questions:

1.Who is your master or mistress
Komodo Jones
2. How long have you been in a relationship with them
1 month, 1 week
3. What is your favorite task that he/she has given you
When he makes me spank myself
4. What task did you dislike the most
Having to fantasize about women
5. What is the cruelest punishment you have been given
No cumming allowed
6. What is the most humiliating thing you have been made to do
Not wearing panties in public
7. What is the most public thing you have been commanded to do
Not wearing panties in public

2) http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=23424

This was to write about if you have fantasies about being spanked. If you click on the link above you can read it, it is a part of my story, but it really is my most favourite spanking fantasy.


When I got home from work I had to do a bra connection wedgie. I did not like that at all!

I'm off to bed to try and get some sleep!

Well its Sunday and I have two new weekly commands and here they are:

1)-I have to make a love carving in a tree. I only have to do this once this week.
(If you don't know what a love carving is, it's where you take a blade and carve initials in a tree, and you carve a big heart around it. E.G. K.W. loves K.J. - You are allowed to try and figure those initials out, as they are not my or master's real initials, but are to do with us.) However, the official command is to do this but don't use the word "loves", for example I could carve K.J. owns K.W., I still need to carve a heart around it.

I don't know where I am going to do this, or when - probably next saturday seeing as I work and travel all week!!!

2)-This week is the letter B which master has made stand for Boobs or Balls. All this week whenever I masturbate, I will be thinking about one of these, decided at random by coin flip. I don't necessarily have to cum when thinking about these but WHENEVER I touch myself. Today's flip was another woman's boobs so I must think about that whenever I masturbate today. There are three exceptions to this command.

#1-If master tells me to masturbate about something else besides boobs or balls, I must obviously think about that.

#2-With my last masturbation of the day, I can think about anything I want, unless it contradicts rule #3 which is

#3-If I masturbate to orgasm, and I know I'm going to beforehand, I must think about another woman's boobs NO EXCEPTIONS!

Obviously master expects me to tell him if I have broken these rules, as I would if I broke any of the rules master gives me.

I am still on the whole alternate days for cumming. I have thought though that master does not say that I HAVE to masturbate, so I think that on the days when I have to think about women's boobs, I shall not masturbate. I can't wait to think about master's balls, espcially how I will lick and fondle them when I get to him.

Oh yeah, I have to take a picture of the tree. And master reminded me that I only have 10 days to get him the picture of my pussy, like I would forget. I just want it to be perfect, and its not yet, I accidently shaved some of the wrong part, because the phone rang and made me jump, so I have to wait until its grown back a bit before getting it right.

I think the tree thing is odd, where am I supposed to find a tree where there is no one else to see what I'm doing? I live in a city, there are parks, but with lots of people! And the poor tree, what if it doesn't like being cut? I wouldn't like it. I'm not a tree hugger, but I am in a strange mood - lack of sleep, and too hetic a day I think.

I'm going to try and sleep now.

Komodo's Whore

I am not sure if master's email is not working, but I haven't got any commands today. Anyway, I took my laptop to the shop to get it fixed and they said it will take about a week.

Seeing as I don't have any commands yet today, I thought I would tell you a little bit about my relationship with master.

He is a very good master, he knows what my absolute limits are, and that I cannot cross them. But he knows when I am just being a wimp, and he encourages me to get through those little limits (I have heard them called soft limits). Like when he told me to drip candle wax on my breasts. I really wanted to try that, but I had always been too scared to try. It is amazing what I can do, now I have master to tell me to do things. I really want to be a very good slave for my master, and I hope that he continues to push me, into more daring, more difficult things. But only if it pleases him of course. I don't want to do anything to displease him, ever. But I fear that I will, but I guess that is what punishments are for, right?

I never thought that I would not wear panties in public before meeting master, but now I do it without a second thought. So it makes me wonder what else I could not wear in public. Or what I could wear that would be a little more risque than I wear. I am quite a conservative dresser. I don't like to show off too much flesh. But if master told me too, well how could I refuse?


I finished the cologne day yesterday, and today I used my anal beads for thirty mins, personally I think master is trying to get me ready so that he can put his cock in there, but I am NOT complaining about that! Tomorrow I shall use my biggest butt plug again, just to prove to myself that I can. It really did hurt when it came out.

I've got to leave now, but of course I'll keep you all updated!!

Always,

Komodo's Whore

Well I've had a crap day, and to top it off, my laptop is broken, so I'm having to borrow my parents to post this. I'm taking it to the shop tomorrow to see about getting it fixed!

These are my commands for today:

1) Either today or tomorrow, I have to use an object that is not a sex toy, that I can fit in there.
I used a thin candle. It was a bit weird but not entirely unpleasant.

2) Today master posted a request for dares for me on getdare, and I'm not allowed to look at it.

3) Tonight I have to wear a bra and panties.

4) Today, I wasn't allowed to wear a pair of panties to work but I had to take a pair of panties with me. I had to go to the bathroom in which I did the underwear dare yesterday and see if my panties were still in the cupboard. If they were I had to put those on and wear them home, if they were not I had to put on the panties I took with me. They were still in the cupboard so I put them back on.

Anyway they were my commands for today. I had fun doing them.

Komdod's Whore

These are my commands for today:

1) The first of these command is how you will be sleeping tonight. I'm hoping this will create more variety and for your first dare tonight you will be sleeping naked and you will be edging and then cum for me, despite if it is or isn't a cumming day, I lost track sorry. Anyway what you will be doing you will be edging twice, putting five minutes between the two times. Then I want you to masturbate once more after the second edge until you cum but I want you to cum in such a way so that when you cum it forms a puddle on your bed. Then I want you to swallow all of it lapping it up like a cat laps up milk. After you're done with that you can go to sleep naked.

2) There's a newer and better version of 128 slave rules on getdare and I want you to read all of them and tell me what you think of them. Once again I don't expect you to necessarily follow these but you follow most of them anyways. Mainly which ones you like a lot or which ones you don't like. Here's the link.

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=23389

3) I haven't heard about your story in a while. If it's still in the works, if you have the opportunity I'd like you to brainstorm about it some or if you already have some ideas work on it some BUT only if you have the time. Also, you don't need permission from me to work on your story you just need permission to post it on your blog.

4) A while back I suggested people giving you dares to do and they would be passed through me before I decided to give them to you or not. You responded this to me by saying maybe. I need a definite yes or no answer soon. Once again, if I find a dare that I don't want you do or crosses your limits I won't give it to you, and if I'm questionable, I'll show it to you and see if you're up for it.

5) I know a lot of these are non physical stuff but I haven't forgotten about those. I want you to do one of my dares sometime after you get to your work building in the morning but before you get on the train to go home at the end of the day, in otherwords you MUST do this dare at work. Also in order to do it you need to be wearing panties. Here's the link. Oh and also be sure to post your experience on the thread.

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=21362

I took my panties off at 3pm today and left them in the bathroom at work (in a cupboard).

I've had fun today, I used my largest butt plug today - man that hurt at the end. It was soooo weird taking it out after that time!

Anyway, that's all for now.

Komodo's Whore forever

Today I have my weekly commands to follow, so to keep you updated, I used my small butt plug for the 30mins today. I feel a bit better today, but seeing as master has no specific commands (he is extremely busy) I think I will get another early night.

Sorry its soooo short today, but you can't always have lots, you'd get spoiled.

Komodo's Whore

Back at work

Well back to work after my short easter break, and I have a horrid cold!

Anyway, still wearing the cologne. Had my medium sized butt plug in today for 30mins, that started to get a little uncomfortable towards the end.

Commands for today:

1) I am revamping the sleepwear dice dare command. It will still be built along the same structure so there's no need to worry I just need a few questions answered before it's final. So try and get your answers to these questions back to me asap. By the way also answer these as if I wasn't your master. In other words don't answer "whatever you want master."

a) I think I know the answer to this already but do you like to sleep more with clothes on or clothes off? Clothes off

b) Rank the following six items of clothing of what you would like to wear to bed 1=the most comfortable, 6=the least comfortable

-Just a Tee Shirt - 1

-Just panties - 2

-Just a bra - 4

-Just bra and panties - 5

-Just Pajamas - 3

-Pajamas with bra and panties. - 6

c) Rank the following five conditions of how I may you sleep in with 1=being the most comfortable, 5 being the least comfortable

-An anal toy up your ass overnight - 5

-A Wedgie overnight - 4

-Edging before going to bed - 1

-Bound Feet - 3

-No Covers - 2

Even though is still going through the development stages, I still expect you to sleep a special way. Tonight it will be completely naked, no special conditions.

Anyway, I'm off to have a nice hot bath to make me feel better.

Komodo's Whore

Well, master is still busy. Which is fine obviously! I don't want anyone thinking i am grumbling. I am not. I still have the weekly commands, so am wearing some Old Spice I found. Also I used my anal beads for 30mins this morning. I can't believe though that master thought he needed to remind me that I could not use the smallest butt plug, I read his rules very carefully, I do NOT want cold showers ever again! I have discovered that 30mins is quite a long time, when you are very aware of every bead that is in your ass. Not in a bad way, but was very hard not to cum, but I didn't. I really do not think I could be this controlled if my master was in the same room as me. As it is I can distract myself by cleaning, or ironing.

Master may have another command for me, it involves spanking, but I am not sure yet if he will give it to me to do today.

Oh, yes, master granted me a most amazing reward today, I don't think I can tell you what it is, but he knows, and it made me very very very happy.

Anyway, hopefully I will be able to speak to him later.

Komodo's Whore

Easter Day

Sorry for the late update, been having a family day.

Master is a bit busy for a little while, so he has given me some constant commands for every day this week.

1) Today when you go to sleep wear nothing but panties. - I am getting used to this now, so its not as bad as it once was.

2) Your weekly card command for this week is the 5 of diamonds. For the next four days I want you to wear cologne instead of perfume. If you don't want to do this I will obviously make a replacement punishment for you. - I will do this obviously.

3) A new weekly command I want to try out on you is called the alphabet command. It's where every week, we go through a letter of the alphabet and you have to do the command associated with that letter. This week is A and that stands for Anal. For the whole next week, I want you to spend at LEAST 30 consecutive minutes with some toy in your ass per day. There are a few rules for this though.

#1-If the toy falls out or you take it out you must start the half hour all over again.

#2-You are allowed to take it out if you need to use the restroom.

#3-You are not allowed to use the same toy two days in a row.

I like this command the best. I used my smallest butt plug today.

Anyway thats all for now, I imagine that it will be a little sparse on commands for a while, but don't worry I will still update!!!!

Komodo's Whore

Sorry for no update yesterday, but master and I had a special day, and no, I'm not going to explain further.

Today I will be adding the next part of my story. But as for commands, I have to read 128 commands for slaves on getdare.com and tell master what I think of them. I have to update my profile description, see if you can spot the difference. By the end of April I have to take a pitcure of my pussy and send it to my master. This is still difficult for me, as I am quite self-concsious, but what master wants master gets, even if it makes me uncomfortable.

Master has given me a privilege, I am allowed to write anything I like about him and me on my body anywhere I like as many times as I like. He is so kind to me! I think I shall write "property of Komodo" on my tits and "reserved for Komodo's cock" above my pussy with an arrow pointing down to my pussy. I know that he has had me do these before, and so they are not original, but I loved having that on me before, so as it is my choice........

Tonight I get to sleep naked, after wearing panties last night. But before I go to sleep I have to edge 4 times, without cumming (today is a not cumming day), and I have to leave 5mins in between each edge.

As for the rules he is having me read, I haven't read all of them yet, but there are some I don't like, and for me some of the wording is not right. It would not work in mine and master's relationship. But some I agree with and already do.

Anyway off to change my blog profile, and update my story.

Komodo's Whore forever.
xxxxx

Hey, sorry I haven't updated in a couple of days, I taken to hospital on tuesday, and obviously could not connect to the internet. Suffice it to say that I am perfectly fine.

These are my commands for today:

1) I want you to answer the following truth on getdare, and it is my truth so you're allowed to answer it. I want you to answer every question fully. I don't like people passing over questions. The link should be the 20 questions Komodo Style truth.
http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=21776

2) Today if you wish to give any commands and/or advice to my potential slave please send them to me and I may or may not approve them.

3) Tonight when you go to sleep, you are to wear pj's tops and bottoms but no panties and no bra.

4) Today, please update your blog.

Master, is being kind, as he was unsure if I was still recovering. I am fine and have since told him so. So tomorrow I imagine everything will be back to normal - gooody.

Komodo's Whore

Putting me though new paces

Today I have been given a command that I am not at all sure about. I have to watch a porn video with two women in it. I have to edge for the entire video, and think about the women in it, not about master. I have to cum either at the 25minute mark or at the end of it. This won’t count against my one cum of the day. Now I am not sure whether it will turn me on or not. I’ll have to wait and see I guess. Despite being uncomfortable about it, I will of course do it. I don’t want to make master angry. Not since he is proud of me at the moment.
I did not manage to cum all 10 times, I only managed 9. So I get a punishment. My punishment is that master will only allow me one time to cum of my design once every other day. If on the other days master does not specifically allow me to cum, then I can’t. I imagine he will come up with ways to make that difficult.
All this week, I have to flick each nipple 15 times once a day. I quite like that, it makes them go hard really fast.
I am going to ask master to pass on a few things from me to his potential slave, things that I think she needs to think about, if she really does want to become his slave. And she should listen to me because I speak from experience.
Master says that I am allowed to look a bukkake porn video. I may choose to use the same cumming process during the lesbian flick. Masturbate to the thought on the screen but I may substitute the girl with me and the guys, master being one of them. I don't have to do this but I can if I wish. It is about 23 minutes long, I may cum after or when it hits the 22 minute mark. This will also NOT count against my one cum for today. REMEMBER THIS PART IS TOTALLY OPTIONAL - How great is he?!!!

In addition to the last command, regardless of whether I knew about this free site or not, master will approve if I can watch a movie on this or not, but only on this site.

Tonight I will be wearing nothing but a bra and pair of panties to bed

Master says: Not to play too many mind games with you, but I want you to do the naked palms at your side dare, at least five minutes visualizing you dominating my potential slave. Be as evil and sadistic as you wish. If you choose to go longer than five minutes, after the five minute mark you may think about you and I without my potential slave.

I think that I will enjoy today’s commands, with the possible exception of the lesbian video. But I might enjoy that. Also I will be carrying on with my story today, so there should be a new update shortly.


Oh, master sent me one of his erotica stories yesterday, it was very good, and it was such a shame that I was not allowed to cum.

Anyway I’ll let you all know tomorrow how I did with these commands, and if I enjoyed the lesbian one.

Komodo’s Whore forever.

I am all unconfused - is that a word?

Master wrote me a long email before he had to go out. I want to tell you that I am no longer confused, I will always be his slave, and he will always be my master. I do not want to put down what he said to convince me, becuase it feels very private between him and me. But of course if he tells me to then I will.

He still needs to punish me for being a naughty slut yesterday. I spent yesterday afternoon thinking about sucking his cock. He has been very kind and is postponing that punishment until my reward day (today) is over. But the naughty slut side of me cannot wait for that punishment.

Oh just thought I'd let you know that I will be carrying on with my story, but of course master must approve the segments first. I will just be updating that post, so you'll have to go find it if you want to read it.

Anyway, I'm off to carry on trying to hit my 10 cums before my deadline is up.

Komodo's Whore forever.

Confusion

I am confused, this is a novel experience as I normally know what I think all the time.

I am confused because my master has another slave in a trial period. Now he did speak to me about the idea of this, and I told him I would feel jealous. Which I do, immensley. I know nothing about her, but I already don't like her. That is hard for me because my faith tells me that I should not be like that. I am worried that she will be a better slave than me, and my master will not want me anymore. He has promised me that that will not happen, but still, I worry. Now some of you may not agree with what he said to me, but he gave me the choice, if I was really truly unhappy with him potentially having another slave, he would not. This is where I became the most conflicted. I more than anything desire for my master to be happy, and it sounded like having another slave would make him happy. On the other hand, I want to be his only slave, like he is my only master. At the moment both sides are still waring and I have not made up my mind which one wins. I did ask master to promise to a couple of things, to make me more comfortable with this, and he readily agreed. So I should be happy right?

Yesterday I did not get the reward for no cumming because of stupid emails not arriving. But I did get to see a picture of my master, and let me tell you, wow wow wow! I came last night just from looking at it (yes I did have permission). Today I did get master's email with my reward command in it. I have to cum10 times in 12hrs (rolls of the dice) I have managed three so far, and have 7hrs left. I am not sure if I will manage it and of course if I don't I will get a punishment. The reason I am not sure if I will manage it is because of the other slave. When I think about my master with her, it turns me completely off. So I try not to think about her, but my mind does not make it that easy. Like this morning, I came three times before breakfast, and was trying for a fourth when all of a sudden, the thought that master could give her this reward if she is good stopped all thoughts of a fourth orgasm. I really hope that she fails her trial. What makes it worse is that they are in the same time zone, and closer together. Now master promised me that he won't meet her, and I do believe him, I really do, but part of me worries. Then I feel bad because I think that I don't trust him, which I do. Obviously, because he knows so much personal stuff about me, that I haven't told anyone.

I don't even know if I can carry on with my story, because it is kind of based around what I would love to happen when me meet, but now I am worried that he won't want to (because of her) and I don't want to get my hopes up just to have them squashed.

You might wonder why I am writing this when you know my master will read this, well he does know something of how I feel about it, but it is not always easy to tell him exactly how I feel when I am talking to him, this way I can think for a long time about what I feel, and how is the best way to phrase things, and he can see how I feel.

So just to avoid any doubt, I love my master, and I only want to be the very best kind of slave for him. But I am scared he will leave me.

Komodo's Whore
x

Pain & Pleasure

Last night my master really put me through my paces, as far as pain is concerned. I had never experienced so much pain in one go. What makes it stranger is that I did enjoy it. Now I have never been one for much pain, if I stub my toe, it brings tears to my eyes, that is how much of a wimp I am. But when master tells me to do it, I don't think so much about what is going to happen, I just do it, because I know that he would a) never hurt me permanently and b) it will be much worse if I disobey him (think back to cold showers, ugh!).

Now I expect you want to know exactly what he had me do.........

First off he had me drip candle wax onto my breasts until he told me to stop. I did, this must have gone on for 20-30mins. It was so painful. Out of everything master had me do last night this was the hardest, not because of how much it hurt, but because I had to drip it on myself, it was the anticipation. Whilst I loved it when the wax dripped onto me, waiting for it to drip on, whilst watching it to make sure I didn't set light to anything kind of killed it a little bit. When I was allowed to stop that, master told me to bind my feet. Put a clothespin on each nipple, put either my medium or biggest butt plug in (i chose medium) and to put a clothespin on my clit. The he had me spank myself on each ass cheek as many times as possible. When I wanted to stop i would have to beg him. I managed 100 strokes on each ass cheek. I asked him if I could stop, but master told me to do 20 more on each cheek. I did, but my butt plug fell out. I told him this and told him what a nasty bitch I was and that I deserved these spankings because I was naughty and had impure thoughts about him. He made me do another 10 on each cheek because my plug fell out and 10 on my pussy because I did not degrade myself enough. This is what I said after doing that: master i deserved those extra spankings because i am a useless slave who let her butt plug fall out. I deserved the spanking on my pussy because i did not adequately describe just how much of a slut i am. I am a filthy bitch who enjoys it when her master has her spank herself. I get wet spanking my pussy, and that is not something that nice girls would do. I get wet thinking about my master just taking my ass for his pleasure, as I am his bitch and he will fuck me how he pleases, even if that means shoving himself into my ass without any lube, this is because this is all as his slave i deserve, i have no right to feel upset by that, it is my duty to serve my master however he sees fit. i am just a naughty bitch who needs disciplining.

I think master liked that, I certainly loved saying it. After that he had me take everything off and out. Taking the clothespins off was torture, they were on for just over half an hour I think. Taking the one off my clit hurt the most. After that we talked for a while. And at midnight, wow master had me cum for him. It was the first time I had been allowed to cum in a week, and oh it was amazing, as I climaxed I whispered my master's real name (he had given me permission to use it until I went to sleep).

Anyway, I am allowed to cum today (I think) but I told master that I would wait until he could tell me how to cum, before I did. I haven't had any commands from master yet today, but when I do I shall update this post to let you all know what they were and how I did.

Komodo Whore

Only one day to go until I am allowed to cum!!!!

Today master did not have many commands, because he is tired (I think that is my fault, he stays up until midnight so that I can have my commands when I wake up), also my main command for today took quite a lot of time.

Today master wants me to practice masturbating. He wants me to edge in at least 6 completely different ways. Try your hardest not to cum.

Here are the ways I edged:
-Three fingers in my pussy
-Pen in my ass
-Thinking about having my master's cock in my mouth
-Having my largest butt plug in (yes I can make it fit now)
-Playing with my nipples
-Tracing light patterns over my body with a feather (that took quite a long time)
-Spanking my pussy with a metal ruler

Anyway, I'm going to go so that I can talk to master. I'll update my story in the other post.

Komodo Whore

My Story (Fictional)

When I came through the doors from arrivals and first saw him standing there, I felt my knees go weak. I was suddenly sure that I would not be able to walk the 10 feet to meet him. It was funny, I thought, how he was holding a card with my name on. As if I needed that to recognize him! I only had his description of himself, but I would recognize him anywhere. I had waited so long for this moment. He saw me and smiled, at his smile I felt my legs strengthen, and felt my brain nudge the tendons in my legs to start walking again.

I walked towards him, nervous, would he still want me, now I was real? Of course, as I thought about it, he would most likely feel the same way: would I still like him? Of course I did, so I pushed my doubts into the corner of my mind, and reached him. He greeted me in the way that I had once requested of him, with a warm hug, and a slow lingering kiss.

As we walked to the car he carried my suitcase in one hand and my hand in the other. We talked about the flight; how I coped (I hate flying). We got to his car, and he loaded my case into the back, and opened the passenger door for me, as if I were a proper lady. We drove in comfortable silence for the most part, except when he would point out interesting landmarks to me. Like Masturbation Glade for example. We got to his house, and again he opened both the car and house door for me.

As I walked in, I was struck by how beautifully decorated his home was. He showed me the bedroom I would be staying in. It was a room where I could always go, to be alone, and where I could feel safe. He would not come in unless I invited him in. I did not want this room, I wanted to be with him when I slept, whether in his bed or on the floor next to his bed. But I could see the sense in having my own room.

He left me in my room to unpack, and I started, but I was suddenly overcome by the magnitude of what I had done. I had left my family and friends for him. I had moved across an ocean, all to be his slave. What if I had made the wrong decision? I crawled onto the bed and buried my head in the pillow and started sobbing. As I laid there I thought about what had made me come here. It was not a hasty decision; it was months in the making. I thought about how confident my master had made me, how beautiful I felt now. How proud I felt to be his. As I thought these things I remembered that I was happy to be here, that I could visit my family whenever I wanted, and that I would make new friends. I laughed as I stood up, at my silliness, and noticed master standing in the doorway with a sad and pained expression on his beautiful face. I did not know how to explain, and as I was thinking of the right words, he said “I’ll book you a flight home as soon as I can; this door locks, and help yourself to any food in the house.” I flung myself at him and held him tightly. “I am tired master, but I don’t want to go anywhere, the only place I could ever be is with you!” I said quietly. I looked up at his face and saw that it was still troubled. So I decided that to do something that we had never discussed, but would (I hoped) prove to him that I wanted to be his slave. I stripped off all my clothes and shoes. His eyes got wide, but I think that he was too dumbstruck by my boldness to stop me. When I was naked I knelt down on the floor in front of him, knees shoulder width apart, bum resting on my heels. I laid my hands on my thighs palms upwards, lastly I lowered my head. There I stayed. There I stayed until I felt my master walk around behind me, put his hands on my shoulders and gently made me rise. He turned me around so that I was facing him; he looked down at me and smiled that devastating smile at me. He engulfed me in his arms and rested his head atop mine. I knew in that instant that I had made the right decision, and that we would be very happy.
He told me to get dressed and that he would go and cook some dinner. I got dressed in some jeans and a baggy jumper.
I went downstairs to find my master in the kitchen, cooking pasta. It smelt wonderful. I was suddenly ravenous and my stomach grumbled loudly. I heard my master chuckle and I looked down at the ground as I blushed. Then I felt his fingertip under my chin, tilting my head up towards him and he said “Never hide your blushes from me” before he lowered his lips to mine. He broke the kiss and returned to his cooking. Once it was done, we ate with a glass of chilled rose wine, and it was delicious. He did let me help him stack the dishes in the machine. Once the kitchen was tidied up he led me to the living room, where he sat on the sofa, and left me to sit where I wanted. I chose to sit next to him; we sat a very polite distance apart. That is, until I realised how absurd this was, we had shared much more intimate moments via e-mail, so I started laughing. Master looked at me, and frowned, but as I breathlessly tried to explain what was so funny, he started laughing along with me. Then he grabbed me and settled me how he wanted in his lap. I was truly very comfortable. Master flicked the TV on and we settled down to watch a film. At some point I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up, I was in my room in the bed, under the covers. Master had undressed me and put me in some pyjamas that he must have bought for me, because he knows I hate sleeping in pyjamas, but not in a strange place. I was terribly thirsty, so I went downstairs to get a glass of water. As I walked into the kitchen it was all dark, and as I didn’t know my way around properly I turned the light on. I nearly jumped out of my skin as Master was revealed sitting in a chair, his head slumped against the table, and a bottle of whisky open, next to his outstretched arm. I forgot all about the glass of water and grabbed his arms. He murmured something I didn’t understand. I told him that it would be alright, I would get him upstairs to bed. I was a little concerned that he might throw up on me, but decided that I could always sort that out later. As I though this he did throw up, but missed me and hit the carpet. Nice. I struggled with him up the stairs, he was dead weight and considerably taller than my 5foot. Nonetheless after much huffing and puffing on my part I managed to get up the stairs and into his bedroom, I laid him on the bed as gently as I could. I wasn’t as brave as my master, and I just took his shoes off. As I leaned over him to tuck him under the covers, he grabbed hold of me and pulled me to him. Now whilst I was glad that he wanted me, I was conscious of the cleaning I needed to do. I tried to make him let go of me, but he wouldn’t so I gave up, and snuggled against him, as he seemed to want me to do.
After several hours he relaxed his grip, and I was able to turn and look at the time 6am! Time to be getting up (with jet lag timings) and clean. I managed to wriggle out of his grasp. I went downstairs, carefully avoiding the place I needed to clean. I found what I needed in the kitchen cupboards after only a little searching. I got my mp3 player from my room and started cleaning enthusiastically. The first that I knew that my master was awake was when I saw his shadow fall upon me. I looked up, and saw his expression. “What are you doing?” He demanded. “I am just cleaning up, master” I answered meekly, wondering how on earth I could have got everything so wrong so quickly. Were all my months of training wasted, did I remember nothing of what I was supposed to do? “And what are you cleaning up?” he asked me quietly. I really didn’t want to answer that! I started to mumble something, until he grabbed my arms and pulled me up. He ripped the rubber gloves off my hands, sat me at the top of the stairs, and started to clean the mess himself.

A short while later we were both sat in the kitchen silently drinking coffee. “I am sorry, that you had to deal with that my love” master said quietly. “I was worried that I had pushed you into this, and got a bit stupid with the whisky.” I got up and stood behind him, I wrapped my arms around him and whispered into his ear, “I love you”. The next thing I knew I was flat on my back on the kitchen table with master above me kissing me with so much force I barely knew what to do. I certainly couldn’t think straight. There was something digging into my back and I wriggled to try and get it to stop digging in, and I think that master took that as encouragement for something else, as he started to undo my pyjama top. Don’t get me wrong I was not about to stop him, but it was really hurting my back now, so I pushed him up a little and removed the offending item. He obviously thought that I was saying “no”, so before he could get offended and get away from me, I pulled him back by his tee-shirt and kissed him hard. He got the point. He carried on removing my pyjama top, and as my chest was revealed to him, he paused and just looked. I mean, who just looks. He stood like that for ages. I started wondering what was wrong with them, so I sat up and l had a look. I didn’t see anything out of the ordinary, so I started prodding them and lifting them to see what was wrong with my breasts, as he was still staring at them. At this display master started chuckling “what are you doing?” he quizzed me. “Well I could ask you the same thing, why are you just staring at them? What’s wrong with them?” I asked. “Nothing, I was amazed at how beautiful they are your descriptions of them have not done them justice.” I stared dumbfounded at him. “What?” I asked stupidly. “Your description of your breasts was not accurate, they are more beautiful than you said” master said slowly. I looked at him to see if he was making fun of me, and decided that he was not. I shrugged, blushed and lay back down on the table top. Master went back to disrobing me. He removed my pyjama bottoms, and I knew he was looking at the way I had shaved for him, just as he asked, only ¾ quarters of an inch leading towards my pussy. He leaned his head down towards my pussy saying “I have waited so long to taste you”. I shivered at his words, as they were filled with lust for me.

At the first flick of his tongue against my clit I nearly came, so long had I been waiting for this. I couldn’t though, not unless I was prepared for a punishment, which I knew would be more severe now that he could punish me himself. It was so difficult not to cum though, he really was doing a wonderful job. He could sense me building towards my orgasm, and he growled up at me “don’t you dare cum, slave.” I quivered slightly at his tough tone. He stopped what he was doing, and yes I did let out a small whimper, only to feel his hand slap against my pussy. “You will not complain if I decide to stop something, you are my slave, you are here to please me, and me alone. If I chose to let you cum, it is a gift not a right, do you understand me slut?” I nodded and whispered “Yes master”. He returned to his ministrations on my clitoris and my pussy lips, which incidentally felt divine. I was worried; I had always managed to control my orgasms before by deliberately not touching myself, and distracting myself with other ways (cleaning etc), but master wasn’t going to let me get away with it. I tried very hard to think unsexy things, but it was impossible, as master had now started to thrust two fingers inside me. After a little while he made me look at him (I had shut my eyes) and he took his fingers from inside me, and put them into his mouth and licked them clean. Well that was me gone, the sight of my master licking my juices from him, made me orgasm harder than I had in a long time. Master was silent as I came, shuddering on the kitchen table. When my orgasm had subsided, he looked at me, disappointed. He helped me off of the table and led me to the living room. He had me get down onto all fours. I was very nervous since I had cum, he hadn’t said a word. He left the room for a moment and then returned with something in his hand, I could not see what it was. He stood behind me silently, for ages. I wanted to turn round to see him, but I knew I would be in worse trouble for that, so I stayed put. Eventually he spoke. “You know you are not allowed to cum unless I give you express permission. You have disobeyed me, and for that you must be punished. You will receive 60 smacks to each of your ass cheeks, and then because it was your pussy that let you down, you will receive 70 there.” I managed not to whimper as he continued “you will count each stoke out, but will make no other sound, is that clear?” “Yes master” I said quietly. He began with my left ass cheek. I soon discovered what he had in his hand when he returned, it was a paddle. And it HURT a lot. I counted as he went, by the time he got to 15 I wanted to cry out, as each smack made me lurch forward. Finally I reached 60, and breathed a sigh of relief, only to then remember the other cheek, and my pussy. Master gently caressed my left as cheek. I have to admit that felt good. Then he started on my right ass cheek. The only thing I can say that got me through this is that I knew I deserved it, I had disobeyed him. By the time he got to 30 on this cheek, silent tears were rolling down my face. The numbers were coming out breathlessly as I struggled to keep my composure. At 60, I very nearly collapsed against the floor. I didn’t however, but without needing to be told I turned so that I was on my back, ready for my final spanking. I knew that master had designed it so that my ass cheeks would hurt even more against the carpet. I closed my eyes ready for the stokes to begin. This time master used his hand, and so it was a little gentler, or so I thought. As the strokes increased so did the force with which he struck. I always found it more sexy than painful to spank my pussy, but now I was not so sure. Tears were flowing down my face as he got to 70, and I counted out the last number. I had not once made a sound, just like he said. He scooped me into his arms, and kissed my tear stained face. “I am so proud of you my love” he whispered in my ear before lowering his mouth to mine, for a tender kiss.

Master carried my upstairs to his bedroom. He laid me gently down on his bed. He lay down next to me, and stroked my cheek. My ass and pussy were throbbing; I had definitely been too gentle when administering his punishments back in England. I wanted to curl up in a
little ball and sleep. I turned onto my side and brought my knees up to my chest, so that I was in a protective position. Master could not have helped but notice this, but rather than get upset at himself, he curled himself around me, and gently whispered soft love words into my ear until I fell asleep. When I awoke several hours later it was to find master still curled around me protectively. I tried to get up, but I was pinned to him. I thought to myself that I would just enjoy being held by him, so I relaxed back into his arms. As I did so, I noticed a very hard thing poking me in the back. Well, there is only one thing that could have been! I rolled over in his arms, as he was still sleeping. I looked at his face; it looked so peaceful in sleep. I gently brushed his hard erection with my fingertips, and his face twitched slightly in his sleep. I got a little braver, and cupped my hand over his erection, I marvelled at how large it felt. I moved my
hand to the inside of his pants, and past his boxers until I felt the smooth skin of his cock. I slowly started moving my hand up and down it, not wanting to wake him I wasn’t using as much pressure as I could have. I was concentrating so hard on what I was doing, that I didn’t
notice master open his eyes and smile at what I was trying to achieve. All of a sudden I heard a husky voice in my ear “if you are going to carry on doing that, you had better be prepared for the consequences”. I nearly jumped out of my skin. I blushed all the way down to my
breasts. I was so embarrassed that I had been caught in such a position, that I started to move away, without realising that my hand was still trapped in his boxers. I was swiftly brought back to him with a tug of my arm. I rolled back over to face him. He smiled and kissed me passionately. I forgot about my embarrassment and instinctively started rubbing him again. He groaned into my mouth and I increased the pressure a little. We stayed like that for an age, kissing and me stroking his erection. I was not paying attention to what I was doing, he is THAT good at kissing, and before I had acknowledged that his body had stiffened, I felt his seed pump out all over my hand. We broke our kiss both as astonished as the other. He looked at me with an
impenetrable face, until I grinned like a kid that had been given the key to the sweet shop. I moved down his body, and cleaned him up. Well I can’t have master going around dirty can I!??

I got punished - I did break rule #2 though!

Last night I was allowed to be naked when I slept after too many nights having to wear some form of clothing. However I had to have my feet bound, and was not allowed covers. So I did not sleep well at all! Tonight though I can sleep naked and have covers, and my feet will be free.

I got a reward last night for having correctly answered the test my master gave me on our rules. He is going to give me a short erotica story about me and him, when I am allowed to cum (Saturday – I am counting the hours!), I think that there is something more to it than that, but he won’t tell me because he doesn’t want to ruin the surprise.


Today I have been punished because I called my master by his name yesterday. He is right to do that, I shouldn’t have done that. So more cold showers for me L

When we were talking last night, he started telling me to do things whilst talking to him, like suck my dildo, like it was his cock. I loved doing what he told me to, especially that bit.

I also loved smearing my wetness (not cum) over my tits, I also smeared some over my face and pretended it was his cum (he didn’t know about that bit, as I was a bit embarrassed to tell him). I was allowed to do that because he said I could put it anywhere, but I had to put some on my tits. He liked that a lot too, as I have to do it all day today. I have managed so far, and imagine I will keep on managing.

The thing I am finding difficult about my relationship with master, is when I am bad, and am punished, he does comfort me, but he is not there with me, and also when I am good, and he is proud of me, he tells me, but again he is not there to show me. Ho hum, we will be together one day, so I’ll just have to wait. As he is fond of saying good things “cum” to those who wait (spelling intentional).

He has said that I am allowed to post the start of my story, so I will in a separate post so that this does not get too confusing. I will say here and there that although it is about my master and me, it is fictional, there are aspects that I have made up because it fitted the story, like master drinking, he does not drink.

Anyway, I am allowed to tell master if I see any dares/dice dares that I want to do, and he will have a look for me to see if they are appropriate.

I have to smack my pussy, inner thighs, ass cheeks and each breast 25 times, I am allowed to take a 6minute break once, if I want. I am going to wait until I get home to do this. I will use my hand because I only have a metal ruler and master said to use a plastic ruler or hand.

Tonight he has said that we will talk like we did last night, with him giving me things to do, and then asking me questions. I cannot wait.

I would really like people to comment on my blog, and I am sure master would as well. I would like to know what you think, so feel free to leave comments. Master may comment one day, I wonder if it will humiliate me, I kind of hope it will.

That’s all for now, no doubt master will tell me if I have missed anything.

Komodo Whore

Today is April Fool's Day, and master came up with a lovely game. He gave me 6 commands, but I was only to do 5 out of te six. I had to guess which one was the april fool. If I guess right I get to do it, and get a present, if I guess wrong I have to do the command and another one of my master's choosing. I have guessed number 2 is the april fool command. So I will have to update this blog later. Here are the commands he gave me:

1) Take a picture of your naked tits and send them to me today.

2) Today you must post five random things in your blog that I don't know about you. At least one of them must be somewhat humiliating and at least one of them should be sexual.

3) Don't wear any panties today. - I wore a skirt.

4) Any wetness you get from your pussy, no cumming, must be used in the following way. Some of it must be swallowed and some of it must be rubbed on your tits.

5) Roll a dice, yes I'm letting you roll the dice, and multiply that number by 10. That's how many times you must smack your pussy but between every five smacks you must masturbate for one minute but you still can't cum. I rolled a 3 so that was 30 smacks, and 6 mins of masturbating (I didnt cum)

6) Roll a dice, once again yes I'm letting you roll the dice. That's how many ice cubes must put in your pussy. (2) Roll another dice, (3) that's how many times you must stick that amount of ice cubes in your pussy today.

I have loved doing these commands today, although I saved all but the no panties, for when I got home from London.

London today was tense, a man spat at me. (If you don't know there have been protests all week because of the G20 summit). The gates around where I work were all locked. And I had to run to catch my train tonight, because I was stopped getting across Waterloo Bridge because a motorcade was on its way!!!

Hi again,
I got the april fool command wrong, it was smacking my pussy, anyway here are the 5 things that my master does not know about me.

!) I play the flute
2) My bf at the time played with my clit and pussy in the cinema.
3) I once wanted to be a barrister (english lawyer)
4) For my 21st birthday, I made a recording of me singing in a recording studio in London
5) When my bf dumped me (master will know which one i refer to) all of his mates at college then laughed at the fact that he fucked me and then dumped me straight away. They made a song up about it. (I think that is humilitating enough)

Anyway, i'm off to talk to master again now!