Hi All,

Sorry for no updates last weekend, I was taken away to Paris as a surprise (not by master unfortunately) so could not update or do many commands.

Here though, are my commands for today that I have done.


Master still expects me to continue to wear panties all this week.

I had to visit www.pornhub.com and pick out a video that I want to watch. When watching this I have to wear glasses and panties. My panties must be round my ankles though. While watching this movie I had to spread my legs and put my hands on my inner thighs so close that my hands are almost touching my pussy. However, during this video I was not allowed to touch myself sexually just keep my hands on my inner thighs. After this video Master said that I could reward myself. I had to lay back on my bed and finger myself to orgasm thinking about master and me.

I was completely nude, in my bedroom and I brushed my pussy 25 times with my toothbrush.

Master wants to know if there are any other commands that I have not done that I would like to do. The only ones I can think of are ones where I would require master, so they won't be possible to do. But one is (and I guess this is more fantasy than command, but hey!) I want master to fuck me in my ass, and cum in there, and then (this might be a little bit/a lot weird, but I read about it and it really turned me on) I want him to piss whilst still in my ass. Now for hygiene's sake we would be in the shower or bath for this.

The last command is my sleepwear command. Tonight I am to sleep in panties and bound feet.

Hi everyone,

Well, again I have had no commands or contact from master. So all that I can tell you is that I will be wearing pyjamas tonight with covers.

Bye for now,

Komodo's Whore

Hi all,

Well I have not heard from master today, I've been waiting which is why this is posted later than normal.

Well its not a problem as if you read last week's blog you know that I have had to make my own commands. So master, tonight I will be naked with no covers, as it is baking hot over here.

Night all.

Komodo's Whore

Hi all,

I was kind of looking forward to not having any commands today as master thought he might be busy, but he found time to give me some. So here they are:

I am not allowed to wear panties from reading master's email until I get ready for church tomorrow

Tonight I will be wearing no clothes and no covers, this has been horrid this week as I have slept badly because I have been cold. I think the people at work were quite fed up with me by the end of the week

I had to make an ice dildo and whilst that was melting I had to melt one ice cube against my clit and another one on my tits.

Master wants me to list every holiday including my birthday so here goes:

Month/Year
01/01 - new years day
good friday and easter monday but these are different each year.
1st monday in may, last monday in may
last monday in august
11/11-my birthday
Christmas day
Boxing day

I have to do the following dare on getdare

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=26589

Master rolled for me: 4, 2, and 4.

Master would like me to read the following story http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=23794

It is written by master and he would like me to tell him what I think

This is the G command for the alaphabet command. G stands for Good Girl. I have to come up with my own commands for the whole week, to see if I know what master likes. I have to come up with one for each day and two for each weekend day, so here are my commands:

Monday: No panties all day
Tuesday: Lie face up on bed, thinking about master for 20mins no touching or start again.
Wednesday: Ice cube dildo in my pussy
Thursday: Clothespin on my clit for 10mins
Friday: Spank my ass as many times as possible, at least 120 each cheek with ruler.
Saturday: Masturbate to the edge 6 times and wait 2mins in between each time.
Have anal plug in my ass for as long as I can manage at least 1hr
Sunday: A clothespin on each nipple, one on my clit and three on each pussy lip for 20mins at least.
Spank my pussy at least 50 times with my hand.

Anyway I am off to look at my new hairstyle again.

Komodo's whore

Well it seems that master really liked my blog yesterday, so it appears that at the weekends I shall never have time to myself.

My first command for today is actually my weekly card dare. This week it is the nine of spades. I have to bind myself to a chair naked for 1 minute. I have to do one or both of the following: 1) You can keep yourself bound to a chair completely naked for a longer amount of time (no less than four minutes). or 2) You can gag yourself with a pair of panties you're wearing today. I kepy myself bound to the chair for 5mins in total, there is no way I am voluntarily putting my panties in my mouth.

Second is my alphabet dare. This week it is the letter F. F stands for freezing. Every night this week I must sleep with no covers on. Master will still give me my sleeping attire. Tonight I have to wear bra, panties and pjs. The second part of this command is that every other day master will be giving me a command to do with ice. Today I have to rub one ice cube against my clit until the ice melts. The punishment for not following the freezing commands is cold showers. I have obviously already done the ice cube command, and will not sleep with covers this week.

For last command today I have to get naked. I have to get on my back with my rabbit (sex toy) I have to imagine that it is my masters cock, and face fuck myself. Whilst doing this I has to play with either my clit or my pussy. I played with my clit. I had to cum whilst doing this. Master wanted my cum kept close to my pussy, which is not very difficult as I imagine I am similar to most women in that when we cum, it does not just gush out, well it might do, but it has pussy lips to stay on. The I had to take any of the cum not in my pussy and spread it over my rabbit. Then I stood the rabbit on the ground and rode it for 5 mins as told to by master. I had to start slow and get faster. When that was done I had to suck it clean. Then I had to fuck my asshole. Now this hurt a lot, fucking lots actually. My rabbit is not like my anal plugs, small at the top getting bigger, it is just like a hard unyielding cock. AND IT FUCKING HURT. I had to pull it out and put it back in, not actually taking it all the way out. I had to do this for 5mins, supposedly getting faster as I got more comfortable, I did not get more comfortable, but I did it as fast as I could manage.

So now I am off to see if I have time to do anything else today.

Hi,

Master is not happy with the way I have been writing my blog. Apparently using the way he phrases my commands is not good enough. So here goes:


First I had to take my panties off as soon as I read master’s email. I have to leave them off until I get ready for church tomorrow. We all know I love not wearing any panties. Secondly, I have to make an ice dildo out of three ice cubes and put it in my pussy until it melts. Thirdly I have to write on my pussy, tits and ass these phrases \9and master I have cut and pasted this bit) 1. "Property of Master Sean" 2. "Komodo's Whore" 3. "Please Fuck me Here Master Sean.” I was allowed to chose where to write them, 1 is on my tits, 2 is on my ass and 3 is on my pussy.

Fourthly, I have been a very naughty girl (thinking about master until I get soaking wet, which is not something nice girls do apparently - master says) so I had to get on my hands and knees (naked) and spank my self on my ass as hard as I could and as many times as I could. I managed 100 strokes on each cheek. Then I had to lay on my back and spank my pussy 40 times with me hand.

Numero cinco: I have to write an essay based on the following scenario (again this has been cut and pasted from master’s email.

You and I have met in real life and you are being my slave for the day and we are having straight vaginal sex, doggy style. I have instructed that you are to let me cum before you and you can only cum after I cum when I give you permission. I still have not cum and I'm not even close but you can't hold it in any more and you cum before I do and before I gave you permission. Not wanting to lose the moment I keep fucking you until I cum inside you. I need to teach you a lesson for disobeying my commands. What do you think would be a proper way for me to punish you?

I have sent this to master. If he wants it posted here

A suitable way for master to punish me.


My punishment for cumming before my master would be some serious orgasm denial. He would have me do everything naked, and not allowed to touch myself. If I want a shower, I must ask him for permission and he would wash me. He would do this clinically. I would be instructed to masturbate in front of him for 20mins everyday without cumming. Master would continue this training for 2 weeks. If I was good and did as he said it would only last the two weeks, however for every time I broke this rule, an extra day would be added.

Next up, I had to get naked and lay on my back for 15mins at least and not touch myself at all. I had to be thinking about master who would be telling me what to do and to remind me not to touch myself. I also have to think about the situation above. When the 15mins was up (obviously I succeeded) I had to edge three times whilst thinking about master and wait three mins in between each edge time. I had the option of cumming after the last edge because I lasted the whole 15mins without touching myself. If I wanted to cum, I had to swallow all of my cum. I did not want to do that so I did not cum.

Next, I had to update my blog. It is not allowed to be a cut and paste job, because apparently I have all the time in the world, to sit and think up different ways of saying master’s commands. Master obviously thinks that my cutting and pasting is due to laziness, rather than my actual thought process, that f I cut and pasted it, I could not miss any details out accidentally, and as I cut and pasted sections I did them.

Lastly, I am allowed to sleep however I want tonight - so I shall be sleeping naked.

Oh also master has decided that I am allowed to cum twice tonight if I want to. I don’t want to, so I won’t be.

Have fun.

Komodo’s Whore

Hi everyone,

I don't have any commands except for the last parts of my weekly dares! This is because master is very busy studying for his exams, and I want him to do very well, so this is absolutely fine!

So I'm signing off now.

Komodo's Whore

Hi all, here are my commands for today!


1) Put a clothespin on each nipple, and put a string through each spring on the clothespins, and then tie some object to it so it pulls down the clothespin.

This hurt a lot! I tied my TV remote to the string. I did try a cell phone, but that was too heavy and made the clothespins fall off.

2) Pick out a porn clip. If it's a regular porn clip, no less than 5 minutes, but no more than 12 minutes. If it's a lesbian clip, no less than 3 minutes no more than 6 minutes. I have to take a cotton swab and fuck my pee hole at least 60 times while doing this. I am not to force it in there just make sure it's gentle but make sure it penetrates. After I'm done with the 60 times continue watching the porn movie until it ends. Every time the timer hits either :00 or :30 marks, I have to fuck my pee hole 10 more times, only 5 times if it's a lesbian clip.

I have done this before, and like before it felt weird putting the cotton swab there, but doesn't really do much else for me, but that does not matter as it obviously pleases master for me to do this. I watched a straight porn video.

3) Master is ending the D Dare early and moving on to the E command which at first stands for Exposure but mainly Edging. The Exposure part is on getdare. Master wants me to create a post that says "Ask Me Anything, and I'll Answer Truthfully!" I have to answer every question truthfully, and try to check it every day. Master will be trying to check it almost everyday as well. If master asks me a question on this post, I must answer it on the thread. The Edging part of the command will start on Monday. Failure to do this command and/or the edging commands I give you will result in the E standing for Exhibitionism.

This is the link to the new thread:

www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?p=147480#post147480

4) This is the card command. The card is the 3 of spades, which is the duration suit and all this week, unless master tells me otherwise I am to sleep with a wedgie, other bedwear commands may apply but tonight, I'll be sleeping in just the wedgie, blankets ARE allowed.

As I have completed the four commands I am allowed to masturbate until I cum, I have to play with my ass, tits, pussy and clit in that order for at least 3 minutes each. I have to cum when playing with my pussy and then again with my clit. I will be doing this tonight before I go to sleep in my wedgie.

Anyway, I am going to church now, so speak to you all later.

Komodo's Whore

Hi all,

Well today my only command is to update my blog, this is because master is very tired, but I don't really mind because I have a busy day with my family today.

I wanted to tell you that I had a fantastic time being Komodo's mistress on monday. He did very well and I am very proud of him, you can view his slave blog on http://www.patheticslut85.blogspot.com



Anyway thats all for now.

Komodo's Whore

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These are my commands for today:

1) I have master’s permission to cum for this dare and I have to make sure that like the instructions say that your panties are soaking wet with your own juices and cum. Also I have to think of master when I do this for reasons that will be shown in some of my later commands. http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=22713

I obviously enjoyed doing this dare, however, I did not enjoy going to church with soaking wet panties.

2) Master rolled the dice for me on this one and it was 3,4,2 and 2. Master has also included the link to the picture that I will need to use. I have to make sure I read the dare before I go to the picture, to see what I must do. http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=22269
Picture: http://www.planetclimax.com/pics/freesites/free-bdsm-57-6.jpg

I could not open the picture that master sent to me, so I have done the dare, with the numbers he rolled for me.

This is the link that I got when I did it http://images.google.co.uk/images?hl=en&um=1&q=bdsm&sa=N&start=54&ndsp=18

I got the second row, and had to open the first picture.

I did orgasm to this pic but it did take a little while.

3) Master rolled for me and I got-1,3,5,4, and 4. http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=14411

Right Nipple
10
Bathroom
13mins
Penalty: Every minute you don't last you equals x hours you can't go to the bathroom. [X being number of minutes you didn't last]


I did not need the penalty, as I kept the 10 clothespins on my right nipple the entire 13mins. My nipple bloody well hurts now!!!!



4) Here is the link to the other questionnaire that I asked you to answer this weekend. I have to answer every question completely. http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=24789

5) Tonight I have to wear pj's AND a bra and panties

6) Your card dare for this week, is the four of hearts also from the love suit. Before I go to sleep tonight, I am to masturbate to orgasm, in my attire for the night. However, instead of masturbating to the thought of master, he wants me to masturbate to the thought of a sexual encounter with my worst mortal enemy. If I do not have, a worst enemy, I have to masturbate to the thought of a sexual encounter with a woman. Either way I must cum to this thought before I go to sleep.

I do not have any enemies, there is little point. So cumming to the thought of a woman tonight. Woo Hoo (not)

7) My last command is master would really like me to install yahoo messenger onto my laptop so that we can see if we can send pics and vids back and forth.

I can’t do this yet, as I use a mobile broadband with a limit on how much I can download. If I download messenger, it will take me over that limit. Which will cost loads of money.

Hi everyone!

Well its the weekend, finally. Here are my commands for today.


1) I have to fill out this questionnaire at somepoint this weekend. It's 20 questions like the other one on getdare I had to do

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=24725

2) This is my alaphabet command by doing a dice dare. It is not on getdare but it will be. (Master says)

You will need a coin a six-sided die and some other things. Also this dare is worded especially for me; it will be different on the website. I must be completely naked when playing this game with the possible exception if you roll a 4.

If you roll a 1: Roll a die. You must lay on your bed naked for that amount of time without touching yourself at all. Flip a coin, if heads think sexually about me. If the coin is tails: think sexually about the same sex. If you manage to go through this time period without touching yourself, which you're pretty good at, after the time period is up you must edge once to the thought that you were thinking about. If you do touch yourself during the time period, you must start over.

If you roll a 2: Roll a die. If you get a one or a two, put a clothespin on each of your nipples. If you roll a three or a four put a clothespin on each pussy lip, if you roll a 5 or a 6 put one on your clit. Before applying the clothespins flip a coin. If heads, double the amount of clothespins you're supposed to have on you (i.e. two on each nipple instead of one etc.). If you get tails you must double the amount of clothespins AND roll another die to see where to apply more clothespins. Make sure it's in a different area than your inital roll and keep in mind these clothespins are doubled too. Keep these clothespins on for 5 consecutive minutes.

If you roll a 3: (I know you're not alright with sticking ice cubes in your ass but if you want to dare that again you may do so. If not stick them in your pussy.) Stick three ice cubes up your ass at the same time and leave them there until they melt. But first flip a coin, if heads rub an ice cube on each one of your nipples until the ice melts. If tails, roll a die stick that many ice cubes up your pussy (if you chose the pussy instead of the ass, wait until the intial ice melts) and leave them there until they melt.

If you roll a 4: Flip a coin. If heads, flip another coin. If heads you must touch every wall of your house wearing nothing but your panties. If tails you must touch every wall in your house wearing nothing but your bra. If the first coin is tails, you must touch every wall in your house naked. You must walk through the house to touch these walls you can not run or walk fast.

If your roll a 5: Flip a coin if heads, you will be inserting something, in this case probably your rabbit, into your pussy. If tails, you will be inserting it into your ass. Roll a die and then flip another coin. If heads multiply the number you rolled by 10 and insert the object in and out of whichever hole that many times. If tails do the same except multiply the number by 25 instead of 10.

If your roll a 6: You're almost done-flip a coin. I heads choose one of the previous numbers and do that dare in front of a window, it can be nightime with the lights off, but the blinds must be up.then tell about your experience when you're done. If tails, roll a number to see which dare you'll be re-doing in front of a window, if your roll a six. Keep rolling until you get a number other than 6. And this time I'm not forcing you to do it in front of a window facing your street. Either way if you choose to do number 4 you will be doing a spanking dare instead of the walking around your house dare.
Flip a coin if heads you will be using your hand to sapnk yourself. If tails, roll a die, 1 or 2 you're using a ruler, 3 or 4 you're using the back of a hairbrush, 5 or 6 you're using a belt. Roll a die then flip a coin: If heads mutliply the number your rolled by 10 and spank yourself that many times. If tails, multiply the number you rolled by 25 and spank yourself that many times. Flip one more coin before you start if heads spank it regurally the number of times assigned. If tails, spank each of your ass cheeks the number of times assigned.


I rolled a 1, to start off with and then flipped heads, and then I rolled the die again and i got a 6. So i got to think about master for a whole 6 mins. I managed this and then I edged once like I was told to. That was frustrating cos I really wanted to cum.

3) Update blog.

4) TonightI will be sleeping naked with no special conditions.

5) Also later on today, Master plans to put another 20 questionnaire up on the site, and he wants me to fill that out sometime this weekend not necessarily today and he will send me the link to that when it is up as well.

I am also supposed to tell you that on the 25th May I will be mistress to Komodo, baring anything happening which makes that impossible. I am looking forward to this so immensly. I will not put on here what I am making him do (that would ruin his surprise) but I will say that he may only call me Mistress, and that when he is talking to me he must only be in his underwear. I may tell him to have something up his ass from when the day starts until I say otherwise, but I haven't decided yet. (Yes master, that is a little hint for you xxxx)

Anyway, I'm off to do my first command now.

Komodo's Whore

Hi, well I had an excellent night out last night, got back about 2am my time this morning!

Anyway, here are my commands for today.


1) My punishment for today is I am to spank my ass as hard as I can 100 times. - My ass was very red!!!

2) I had to count how many items of clothing I was wearing when reading this command. I must edge that many times today. If I wasn't wearing anything, I had to roll a die to see how many times I must edge today. Also I have been given permission to cum three times today. I was wearing a skirt, underwear and t-shirt, so thats 4 times I had to edge today. This was frustrating as you can inagine, but I have not used my cums yet today, I will do that tonight in bed.

3) Tonight I get to sleep naked with no special conditions.

4) My card dare for this week, is the Ace of Hearts. So I get one from the love suit. Now normally in masters dare the higher the card the more difficult the dare although this one should be pretty easy for me, he says. One time this week for one consecutive minute I must be completely naked and play with myself in front of a window. The blinds must be pulled up and either it needs to be daytime, or the lights need to be on if it's nightime. I did this, this afternoon, i was quite embarasses when a man looked in the window. Although I do find it difficult to see how this corresponds to a love suit, but master knows so that is all that is important.

Bye,

Komodo's Whore

Hi everyone, here are my punishment and commands for today.

1) My punishment for today is I have to be at be topless. I have to rub an ice cube against each of my nipples until the ice cubes melt making my nipples really hard. Then I have to put two clothespins on each nipple and leave them for at least four minutes.

2) My clothespin command is the last one today. I have to put one clothespin on each nipple, one on each pussy lip, AND on my clit and leave them there for six minutes.

My nipples really hurt now, and I am finding it difficult to find the pleasure from the pain now.

3) Update my blog

4) I get to sleep naked tonight but with an anal toy in me overnight. I have picked my anal beads for this.


The new alphabet command is the D which stands for (Dice) Dares. Every weekend day for the next 3 1/2 weekends Master will be giving me either his own dares, or dares from getdare, as he would like me to become more involved in the site. (Like I don't have enough to do as it is!) Today he has given me two dares and he expects me to post replies to them. He will make modifications to them as he sees necessary. Also I must e-mail him the links, or put them on my blog.

1)This one is not a dare, but I have to write "Property of my Master" on my body as many times as I would like, but it has to be on at least my ass, on or near my pussy, and my tits. I have written it once on my ass.

2) Here are the two dares I would like you to do.

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=14822

For this dare Master has made some modifications. I do not have to stuff the grapes in my ass if I don't want to but he would like them in my pussy at least. After I've fit all of them in there, he would like me to leave them in there for three minutes so that they can marinade in your juices. And, he wants to eat them all after the three minutes in your pussy.

This was disgusting, I am not overly fond of grapes. I did not eat the ones from my ass, needless to say, and it was not fun getting them out from there.

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=24390

Items Needed: 5 Sheets Of Paper; 6 Clothes Pins;
Spanking Items ( Hair Brush , Wooden Spoon ,
Belt / Strap , Hard Thin Cain Type Item/spoon Handle.
Guys, If You Have Wear Panties/bra = Girls Wear Them Also ;
1'st Sheet Of Paper Write= Uncover Right Nipple And Ass Cheek,
Put Clothespin On Right Nipple, Kneel On Floor And Spank Your Right Side Butt Wth Hair Brush 25 Times Hard. After 5 Minutes Remove Clothes Pin.
2'nd Sheet Write = Uncover Left Nipple/ass Cheek,put On Nipple
Clothespin, Stand And Spank Hard Left Cheek With Wooden Spoon 40 Times. Remove Clothespin After 5 Min.
3'rd Sheet = Panties Down To Ankles, Put 2 Clothespin On Each Ball/pussy Lip, Bend Over Bed/chair And Hit Each Ass Cheek 50 Times With Belt/strap - Wait 5 Min To Remove Pins'
4'th Sheet = Put Clothes Pin On Each Nipple Under Bra - Panties To Ankles, Lay On Bed / Floor With Butt Up. Hit Your Ass With Cain/spoon Handle At Least 50 Times, 100 Would Be Better !!!!!! Remove Pins After 5-10 Min.
Take First 4 Sheets And Mix Up And Draw One At A Time And Do.
Its Up To You How Long You Wait For Next Sheet Instructions, But
The Quicker You Do Them The Better The Punishment !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5'th = ( Make Sure This Is The Last Sheet You Use ) = Strip Naked, Put Clothes Pins On Nipples, 2 On Each Ball Sack/pussy Lip.
If Your Were Wearing Panties,pick Them Up With Your Mouth And Stuff Them In Your Mouth. Guys, If You Did'nt Wear Panties, Hold A Bar Of Soap In Your Mouth - Guys It Might Be Better To Get Panties.
Kneel Down By Bed/chair, Upper Body Laying On Bed/chair, Ass Out And Up In Air
Put All Spanking Items Within Reach. 1st- Belt/strap Your Ass 50 Times, Next Wooden Spoon 50 Times, Next Cain/spoon Handle 50 Times - Last Hair Brush 100 Times. (take Your Time Between Hits. But Make Sure All Of The Hits Are Hard, Only Hard Hits Count. When Done. Remove 6 Clothespins And Mouth Item. Stand In Corner For At Least 10 Minutes Facing Wall With Hands Over Head. Then Look At Your Sore Red Ass In Mirror.


This was not the easiest dare to follow. I got the peices of paper in this order: 3,2,1,4 and of course then number 5. I did not have time to wait between doing any of my commands today, and have done them all one after the other, so my entire body is sore/and or hurting.

Anyway I am off to get ready for my evening out tonight! It is the weekend afterall.

See you later,

Komodo's Whore

Hi guys, well I had a good night out last night, although am pretty tired today. Stupid work!


Here are my commands for today:

1) My punishment for today, is no cumming today but I have to edge at least six times today. This does not mean that I can cum at midnight as I am still not allowed to cum unless master allows it.

2) Today, I will put one clothespin on each pussy lip and leave them on for four consecutive minutes. I have done this and my pussy lips are getting quite sore now from the repitions of this!

3) Tonight I will be sleeping in just a bra and just panties.

4) This is instead of the carving on the tree (because master and I deemed that would be illegal over here and thus go against one of my limits)

I have to take a pair of white panties and write in permanent black ink what I would have put on the tree. So on my white panties, I have written (not these actual initials obviously) K.W. owns K.S. I have written this on the front of them.

Anyway that's all for today.

Komodo's Whore

This week it is the letter C. C is for Clothespins. For every day of the week, Master will decide where I will put clothespins on my body and for how long. Disobedience to do these commands without a reasonable excuse will result in a more severe clothespin sentence the next day. Today I have to put one clothespin on each nipple, making sure I am topless for this, for nine consecutive minutes.

My punishment for not getting the picture for master today is to put two clothespins on each of my pussy lips and one on my clit. Leave it that way for 10 minutes.

Now I know that I used to like having clothespins, but I am beginning to rethink that. 9 and 10 mins is actually quite a long time!!! And it hurts.

To sleep I have to wear pyjamas, so not as good as naked, but still not too bad.

I am off out now with some friends, late I know, but I've not seen them in a month, and they rang just now.

Speak to you all soon.

Komodo's Whore

Well as I guessed I do have some commands for today. But first some info for you all. I do plan on continuing my story, but only when I get time, which is not very much time at the moment, also I have a little writers block on where to take it, so I am still thinking. So you know, during my working week I will have little commands to do that week (like the alaphabet task) and then at the weekends is when I will get my proper commands. This is so that I do not get stressed out, as I was worrying about getting them all done. Also sometimes (in the future) i will be Komodo's mistress rather than his slave.

Here are the commands I have done/have to do today:

1) My punishment for not getting the picture of my shaved pussy to my master by end of april. Today I had to put a clothespin on each nipple, then twist the clothespins to twist my nipples. I must do this for three minutes. I will get a punishment everyday that master does not get the pic. This hurt an awful lot!

2) I had to get completely naked. Each command will last for six minutes (decided by chance)

-Put a clothespin on each nipple and pleasure my clit and pussy.

-Put a clothespin on each pussy lip and your clit, and pleasure my breasts.

I think I would have enjoyed this more if I had not done the punishment. but hey ho.

3) I have to upate my blog (obviously I've done that)

4) Tonight to bed I get to wear nothing but by chance I have to do the same edging technique master had me do last time. Edge two times waiting five minutes between each one. Then after I wait five minutes after the second one, he wants mw to cum. I have to make it so that my cum is on my bed, then lap all of it up like a cat. This last part I find rather ridiculous, but I will do it anyway.

Thats all for now.

Hi all. Sorry I have not updated in ages!!!!!!! Been busy at work, and master knows, so I'm not in trouble about that. For the future, I will not be updating every day, to make sure that I don't get stressed about trying to get it done everyday. I don't have any commands yet today, but I expect I shall later!

Anyway off for now, to enjoy the sunshine.

Komodo's Whore

These are my commands today:

1) When masturbating I had to think about women's boobs. And master has implemented that I must masturbate at least once a day.

2) Tonight I have to wear a bra to bed.

3) I spanked myself 100 times on your body with my ruler. I did 20 on each ass cheek, 20 on each breast and 20 on my pussy. It goes without saying that I had to do these as hard as possible.

4) My last command was to get sleep. Now with this, I wonder if master thinks I am not sleeping on purpose! I go to bed early enough and just cannot sleep, I would like to sleep very much.

Anyway, I am off to do my last command

Well I am still tired from lack of sleep, and now I am grouchy to top it off.

Anyway here are my commands for today:

1) http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=23472

This was answering some questions:

1.Who is your master or mistress
Komodo Jones
2. How long have you been in a relationship with them
1 month, 1 week
3. What is your favorite task that he/she has given you
When he makes me spank myself
4. What task did you dislike the most
Having to fantasize about women
5. What is the cruelest punishment you have been given
No cumming allowed
6. What is the most humiliating thing you have been made to do
Not wearing panties in public
7. What is the most public thing you have been commanded to do
Not wearing panties in public

2) http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=23424

This was to write about if you have fantasies about being spanked. If you click on the link above you can read it, it is a part of my story, but it really is my most favourite spanking fantasy.


When I got home from work I had to do a bra connection wedgie. I did not like that at all!

I'm off to bed to try and get some sleep!

Well its Sunday and I have two new weekly commands and here they are:

1)-I have to make a love carving in a tree. I only have to do this once this week.
(If you don't know what a love carving is, it's where you take a blade and carve initials in a tree, and you carve a big heart around it. E.G. K.W. loves K.J. - You are allowed to try and figure those initials out, as they are not my or master's real initials, but are to do with us.) However, the official command is to do this but don't use the word "loves", for example I could carve K.J. owns K.W., I still need to carve a heart around it.

I don't know where I am going to do this, or when - probably next saturday seeing as I work and travel all week!!!

2)-This week is the letter B which master has made stand for Boobs or Balls. All this week whenever I masturbate, I will be thinking about one of these, decided at random by coin flip. I don't necessarily have to cum when thinking about these but WHENEVER I touch myself. Today's flip was another woman's boobs so I must think about that whenever I masturbate today. There are three exceptions to this command.

#1-If master tells me to masturbate about something else besides boobs or balls, I must obviously think about that.

#2-With my last masturbation of the day, I can think about anything I want, unless it contradicts rule #3 which is

#3-If I masturbate to orgasm, and I know I'm going to beforehand, I must think about another woman's boobs NO EXCEPTIONS!

Obviously master expects me to tell him if I have broken these rules, as I would if I broke any of the rules master gives me.

I am still on the whole alternate days for cumming. I have thought though that master does not say that I HAVE to masturbate, so I think that on the days when I have to think about women's boobs, I shall not masturbate. I can't wait to think about master's balls, espcially how I will lick and fondle them when I get to him.

Oh yeah, I have to take a picture of the tree. And master reminded me that I only have 10 days to get him the picture of my pussy, like I would forget. I just want it to be perfect, and its not yet, I accidently shaved some of the wrong part, because the phone rang and made me jump, so I have to wait until its grown back a bit before getting it right.

I think the tree thing is odd, where am I supposed to find a tree where there is no one else to see what I'm doing? I live in a city, there are parks, but with lots of people! And the poor tree, what if it doesn't like being cut? I wouldn't like it. I'm not a tree hugger, but I am in a strange mood - lack of sleep, and too hetic a day I think.

I'm going to try and sleep now.

Komodo's Whore

I am not sure if master's email is not working, but I haven't got any commands today. Anyway, I took my laptop to the shop to get it fixed and they said it will take about a week.

Seeing as I don't have any commands yet today, I thought I would tell you a little bit about my relationship with master.

He is a very good master, he knows what my absolute limits are, and that I cannot cross them. But he knows when I am just being a wimp, and he encourages me to get through those little limits (I have heard them called soft limits). Like when he told me to drip candle wax on my breasts. I really wanted to try that, but I had always been too scared to try. It is amazing what I can do, now I have master to tell me to do things. I really want to be a very good slave for my master, and I hope that he continues to push me, into more daring, more difficult things. But only if it pleases him of course. I don't want to do anything to displease him, ever. But I fear that I will, but I guess that is what punishments are for, right?

I never thought that I would not wear panties in public before meeting master, but now I do it without a second thought. So it makes me wonder what else I could not wear in public. Or what I could wear that would be a little more risque than I wear. I am quite a conservative dresser. I don't like to show off too much flesh. But if master told me too, well how could I refuse?


I finished the cologne day yesterday, and today I used my anal beads for thirty mins, personally I think master is trying to get me ready so that he can put his cock in there, but I am NOT complaining about that! Tomorrow I shall use my biggest butt plug again, just to prove to myself that I can. It really did hurt when it came out.

I've got to leave now, but of course I'll keep you all updated!!

Always,

Komodo's Whore

Well I've had a crap day, and to top it off, my laptop is broken, so I'm having to borrow my parents to post this. I'm taking it to the shop tomorrow to see about getting it fixed!

These are my commands for today:

1) Either today or tomorrow, I have to use an object that is not a sex toy, that I can fit in there.
I used a thin candle. It was a bit weird but not entirely unpleasant.

2) Today master posted a request for dares for me on getdare, and I'm not allowed to look at it.

3) Tonight I have to wear a bra and panties.

4) Today, I wasn't allowed to wear a pair of panties to work but I had to take a pair of panties with me. I had to go to the bathroom in which I did the underwear dare yesterday and see if my panties were still in the cupboard. If they were I had to put those on and wear them home, if they were not I had to put on the panties I took with me. They were still in the cupboard so I put them back on.

Anyway they were my commands for today. I had fun doing them.

Komdod's Whore

These are my commands for today:

1) The first of these command is how you will be sleeping tonight. I'm hoping this will create more variety and for your first dare tonight you will be sleeping naked and you will be edging and then cum for me, despite if it is or isn't a cumming day, I lost track sorry. Anyway what you will be doing you will be edging twice, putting five minutes between the two times. Then I want you to masturbate once more after the second edge until you cum but I want you to cum in such a way so that when you cum it forms a puddle on your bed. Then I want you to swallow all of it lapping it up like a cat laps up milk. After you're done with that you can go to sleep naked.

2) There's a newer and better version of 128 slave rules on getdare and I want you to read all of them and tell me what you think of them. Once again I don't expect you to necessarily follow these but you follow most of them anyways. Mainly which ones you like a lot or which ones you don't like. Here's the link.

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=23389

3) I haven't heard about your story in a while. If it's still in the works, if you have the opportunity I'd like you to brainstorm about it some or if you already have some ideas work on it some BUT only if you have the time. Also, you don't need permission from me to work on your story you just need permission to post it on your blog.

4) A while back I suggested people giving you dares to do and they would be passed through me before I decided to give them to you or not. You responded this to me by saying maybe. I need a definite yes or no answer soon. Once again, if I find a dare that I don't want you do or crosses your limits I won't give it to you, and if I'm questionable, I'll show it to you and see if you're up for it.

5) I know a lot of these are non physical stuff but I haven't forgotten about those. I want you to do one of my dares sometime after you get to your work building in the morning but before you get on the train to go home at the end of the day, in otherwords you MUST do this dare at work. Also in order to do it you need to be wearing panties. Here's the link. Oh and also be sure to post your experience on the thread.

http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=21362

I took my panties off at 3pm today and left them in the bathroom at work (in a cupboard).

I've had fun today, I used my largest butt plug today - man that hurt at the end. It was soooo weird taking it out after that time!

Anyway, that's all for now.

Komodo's Whore forever

Today I have my weekly commands to follow, so to keep you updated, I used my small butt plug for the 30mins today. I feel a bit better today, but seeing as master has no specific commands (he is extremely busy) I think I will get another early night.

Sorry its soooo short today, but you can't always have lots, you'd get spoiled.

Komodo's Whore

Back at work

Well back to work after my short easter break, and I have a horrid cold!

Anyway, still wearing the cologne. Had my medium sized butt plug in today for 30mins, that started to get a little uncomfortable towards the end.

Commands for today:

1) I am revamping the sleepwear dice dare command. It will still be built along the same structure so there's no need to worry I just need a few questions answered before it's final. So try and get your answers to these questions back to me asap. By the way also answer these as if I wasn't your master. In other words don't answer "whatever you want master."

a) I think I know the answer to this already but do you like to sleep more with clothes on or clothes off? Clothes off

b) Rank the following six items of clothing of what you would like to wear to bed 1=the most comfortable, 6=the least comfortable

-Just a Tee Shirt - 1

-Just panties - 2

-Just a bra - 4

-Just bra and panties - 5

-Just Pajamas - 3

-Pajamas with bra and panties. - 6

c) Rank the following five conditions of how I may you sleep in with 1=being the most comfortable, 5 being the least comfortable

-An anal toy up your ass overnight - 5

-A Wedgie overnight - 4

-Edging before going to bed - 1

-Bound Feet - 3

-No Covers - 2

Even though is still going through the development stages, I still expect you to sleep a special way. Tonight it will be completely naked, no special conditions.

Anyway, I'm off to have a nice hot bath to make me feel better.

Komodo's Whore

Well, master is still busy. Which is fine obviously! I don't want anyone thinking i am grumbling. I am not. I still have the weekly commands, so am wearing some Old Spice I found. Also I used my anal beads for 30mins this morning. I can't believe though that master thought he needed to remind me that I could not use the smallest butt plug, I read his rules very carefully, I do NOT want cold showers ever again! I have discovered that 30mins is quite a long time, when you are very aware of every bead that is in your ass. Not in a bad way, but was very hard not to cum, but I didn't. I really do not think I could be this controlled if my master was in the same room as me. As it is I can distract myself by cleaning, or ironing.

Master may have another command for me, it involves spanking, but I am not sure yet if he will give it to me to do today.

Oh, yes, master granted me a most amazing reward today, I don't think I can tell you what it is, but he knows, and it made me very very very happy.

Anyway, hopefully I will be able to speak to him later.

Komodo's Whore

Easter Day

Sorry for the late update, been having a family day.

Master is a bit busy for a little while, so he has given me some constant commands for every day this week.

1) Today when you go to sleep wear nothing but panties. - I am getting used to this now, so its not as bad as it once was.

2) Your weekly card command for this week is the 5 of diamonds. For the next four days I want you to wear cologne instead of perfume. If you don't want to do this I will obviously make a replacement punishment for you. - I will do this obviously.

3) A new weekly command I want to try out on you is called the alphabet command. It's where every week, we go through a letter of the alphabet and you have to do the command associated with that letter. This week is A and that stands for Anal. For the whole next week, I want you to spend at LEAST 30 consecutive minutes with some toy in your ass per day. There are a few rules for this though.

#1-If the toy falls out or you take it out you must start the half hour all over again.

#2-You are allowed to take it out if you need to use the restroom.

#3-You are not allowed to use the same toy two days in a row.

I like this command the best. I used my smallest butt plug today.

Anyway thats all for now, I imagine that it will be a little sparse on commands for a while, but don't worry I will still update!!!!

Komodo's Whore

Sorry for no update yesterday, but master and I had a special day, and no, I'm not going to explain further.

Today I will be adding the next part of my story. But as for commands, I have to read 128 commands for slaves on getdare.com and tell master what I think of them. I have to update my profile description, see if you can spot the difference. By the end of April I have to take a pitcure of my pussy and send it to my master. This is still difficult for me, as I am quite self-concsious, but what master wants master gets, even if it makes me uncomfortable.

Master has given me a privilege, I am allowed to write anything I like about him and me on my body anywhere I like as many times as I like. He is so kind to me! I think I shall write "property of Komodo" on my tits and "reserved for Komodo's cock" above my pussy with an arrow pointing down to my pussy. I know that he has had me do these before, and so they are not original, but I loved having that on me before, so as it is my choice........

Tonight I get to sleep naked, after wearing panties last night. But before I go to sleep I have to edge 4 times, without cumming (today is a not cumming day), and I have to leave 5mins in between each edge.

As for the rules he is having me read, I haven't read all of them yet, but there are some I don't like, and for me some of the wording is not right. It would not work in mine and master's relationship. But some I agree with and already do.

Anyway off to change my blog profile, and update my story.

Komodo's Whore forever.
xxxxx

Hey, sorry I haven't updated in a couple of days, I taken to hospital on tuesday, and obviously could not connect to the internet. Suffice it to say that I am perfectly fine.

These are my commands for today:

1) I want you to answer the following truth on getdare, and it is my truth so you're allowed to answer it. I want you to answer every question fully. I don't like people passing over questions. The link should be the 20 questions Komodo Style truth.
http://www.getdare.com/bbs/showthread.php?t=21776

2) Today if you wish to give any commands and/or advice to my potential slave please send them to me and I may or may not approve them.

3) Tonight when you go to sleep, you are to wear pj's tops and bottoms but no panties and no bra.

4) Today, please update your blog.

Master, is being kind, as he was unsure if I was still recovering. I am fine and have since told him so. So tomorrow I imagine everything will be back to normal - gooody.

Komodo's Whore

Putting me though new paces

Today I have been given a command that I am not at all sure about. I have to watch a porn video with two women in it. I have to edge for the entire video, and think about the women in it, not about master. I have to cum either at the 25minute mark or at the end of it. This won’t count against my one cum of the day. Now I am not sure whether it will turn me on or not. I’ll have to wait and see I guess. Despite being uncomfortable about it, I will of course do it. I don’t want to make master angry. Not since he is proud of me at the moment.
I did not manage to cum all 10 times, I only managed 9. So I get a punishment. My punishment is that master will only allow me one time to cum of my design once every other day. If on the other days master does not specifically allow me to cum, then I can’t. I imagine he will come up with ways to make that difficult.
All this week, I have to flick each nipple 15 times once a day. I quite like that, it makes them go hard really fast.
I am going to ask master to pass on a few things from me to his potential slave, things that I think she needs to think about, if she really does want to become his slave. And she should listen to me because I speak from experience.
Master says that I am allowed to look a bukkake porn video. I may choose to use the same cumming process during the lesbian flick. Masturbate to the thought on the screen but I may substitute the girl with me and the guys, master being one of them. I don't have to do this but I can if I wish. It is about 23 minutes long, I may cum after or when it hits the 22 minute mark. This will also NOT count against my one cum for today. REMEMBER THIS PART IS TOTALLY OPTIONAL - How great is he?!!!

In addition to the last command, regardless of whether I knew about this free site or not, master will approve if I can watch a movie on this or not, but only on this site.

Tonight I will be wearing nothing but a bra and pair of panties to bed

Master says: Not to play too many mind games with you, but I want you to do the naked palms at your side dare, at least five minutes visualizing you dominating my potential slave. Be as evil and sadistic as you wish. If you choose to go longer than five minutes, after the five minute mark you may think about you and I without my potential slave.

I think that I will enjoy today’s commands, with the possible exception of the lesbian video. But I might enjoy that. Also I will be carrying on with my story today, so there should be a new update shortly.


Oh, master sent me one of his erotica stories yesterday, it was very good, and it was such a shame that I was not allowed to cum.

Anyway I’ll let you all know tomorrow how I did with these commands, and if I enjoyed the lesbian one.

Komodo’s Whore forever.

I am all unconfused - is that a word?

Master wrote me a long email before he had to go out. I want to tell you that I am no longer confused, I will always be his slave, and he will always be my master. I do not want to put down what he said to convince me, becuase it feels very private between him and me. But of course if he tells me to then I will.

He still needs to punish me for being a naughty slut yesterday. I spent yesterday afternoon thinking about sucking his cock. He has been very kind and is postponing that punishment until my reward day (today) is over. But the naughty slut side of me cannot wait for that punishment.

Oh just thought I'd let you know that I will be carrying on with my story, but of course master must approve the segments first. I will just be updating that post, so you'll have to go find it if you want to read it.

Anyway, I'm off to carry on trying to hit my 10 cums before my deadline is up.

Komodo's Whore forever.

Confusion

I am confused, this is a novel experience as I normally know what I think all the time.

I am confused because my master has another slave in a trial period. Now he did speak to me about the idea of this, and I told him I would feel jealous. Which I do, immensley. I know nothing about her, but I already don't like her. That is hard for me because my faith tells me that I should not be like that. I am worried that she will be a better slave than me, and my master will not want me anymore. He has promised me that that will not happen, but still, I worry. Now some of you may not agree with what he said to me, but he gave me the choice, if I was really truly unhappy with him potentially having another slave, he would not. This is where I became the most conflicted. I more than anything desire for my master to be happy, and it sounded like having another slave would make him happy. On the other hand, I want to be his only slave, like he is my only master. At the moment both sides are still waring and I have not made up my mind which one wins. I did ask master to promise to a couple of things, to make me more comfortable with this, and he readily agreed. So I should be happy right?

Yesterday I did not get the reward for no cumming because of stupid emails not arriving. But I did get to see a picture of my master, and let me tell you, wow wow wow! I came last night just from looking at it (yes I did have permission). Today I did get master's email with my reward command in it. I have to cum10 times in 12hrs (rolls of the dice) I have managed three so far, and have 7hrs left. I am not sure if I will manage it and of course if I don't I will get a punishment. The reason I am not sure if I will manage it is because of the other slave. When I think about my master with her, it turns me completely off. So I try not to think about her, but my mind does not make it that easy. Like this morning, I came three times before breakfast, and was trying for a fourth when all of a sudden, the thought that master could give her this reward if she is good stopped all thoughts of a fourth orgasm. I really hope that she fails her trial. What makes it worse is that they are in the same time zone, and closer together. Now master promised me that he won't meet her, and I do believe him, I really do, but part of me worries. Then I feel bad because I think that I don't trust him, which I do. Obviously, because he knows so much personal stuff about me, that I haven't told anyone.

I don't even know if I can carry on with my story, because it is kind of based around what I would love to happen when me meet, but now I am worried that he won't want to (because of her) and I don't want to get my hopes up just to have them squashed.

You might wonder why I am writing this when you know my master will read this, well he does know something of how I feel about it, but it is not always easy to tell him exactly how I feel when I am talking to him, this way I can think for a long time about what I feel, and how is the best way to phrase things, and he can see how I feel.

So just to avoid any doubt, I love my master, and I only want to be the very best kind of slave for him. But I am scared he will leave me.

Komodo's Whore
x

Pain & Pleasure

Last night my master really put me through my paces, as far as pain is concerned. I had never experienced so much pain in one go. What makes it stranger is that I did enjoy it. Now I have never been one for much pain, if I stub my toe, it brings tears to my eyes, that is how much of a wimp I am. But when master tells me to do it, I don't think so much about what is going to happen, I just do it, because I know that he would a) never hurt me permanently and b) it will be much worse if I disobey him (think back to cold showers, ugh!).

Now I expect you want to know exactly what he had me do.........

First off he had me drip candle wax onto my breasts until he told me to stop. I did, this must have gone on for 20-30mins. It was so painful. Out of everything master had me do last night this was the hardest, not because of how much it hurt, but because I had to drip it on myself, it was the anticipation. Whilst I loved it when the wax dripped onto me, waiting for it to drip on, whilst watching it to make sure I didn't set light to anything kind of killed it a little bit. When I was allowed to stop that, master told me to bind my feet. Put a clothespin on each nipple, put either my medium or biggest butt plug in (i chose medium) and to put a clothespin on my clit. The he had me spank myself on each ass cheek as many times as possible. When I wanted to stop i would have to beg him. I managed 100 strokes on each ass cheek. I asked him if I could stop, but master told me to do 20 more on each cheek. I did, but my butt plug fell out. I told him this and told him what a nasty bitch I was and that I deserved these spankings because I was naughty and had impure thoughts about him. He made me do another 10 on each cheek because my plug fell out and 10 on my pussy because I did not degrade myself enough. This is what I said after doing that: master i deserved those extra spankings because i am a useless slave who let her butt plug fall out. I deserved the spanking on my pussy because i did not adequately describe just how much of a slut i am. I am a filthy bitch who enjoys it when her master has her spank herself. I get wet spanking my pussy, and that is not something that nice girls would do. I get wet thinking about my master just taking my ass for his pleasure, as I am his bitch and he will fuck me how he pleases, even if that means shoving himself into my ass without any lube, this is because this is all as his slave i deserve, i have no right to feel upset by that, it is my duty to serve my master however he sees fit. i am just a naughty bitch who needs disciplining.

I think master liked that, I certainly loved saying it. After that he had me take everything off and out. Taking the clothespins off was torture, they were on for just over half an hour I think. Taking the one off my clit hurt the most. After that we talked for a while. And at midnight, wow master had me cum for him. It was the first time I had been allowed to cum in a week, and oh it was amazing, as I climaxed I whispered my master's real name (he had given me permission to use it until I went to sleep).

Anyway, I am allowed to cum today (I think) but I told master that I would wait until he could tell me how to cum, before I did. I haven't had any commands from master yet today, but when I do I shall update this post to let you all know what they were and how I did.

Komodo Whore

Only one day to go until I am allowed to cum!!!!

Today master did not have many commands, because he is tired (I think that is my fault, he stays up until midnight so that I can have my commands when I wake up), also my main command for today took quite a lot of time.

Today master wants me to practice masturbating. He wants me to edge in at least 6 completely different ways. Try your hardest not to cum.

Here are the ways I edged:
-Three fingers in my pussy
-Pen in my ass
-Thinking about having my master's cock in my mouth
-Having my largest butt plug in (yes I can make it fit now)
-Playing with my nipples
-Tracing light patterns over my body with a feather (that took quite a long time)
-Spanking my pussy with a metal ruler

Anyway, I'm going to go so that I can talk to master. I'll update my story in the other post.

Komodo Whore

My Story (Fictional)

When I came through the doors from arrivals and first saw him standing there, I felt my knees go weak. I was suddenly sure that I would not be able to walk the 10 feet to meet him. It was funny, I thought, how he was holding a card with my name on. As if I needed that to recognize him! I only had his description of himself, but I would recognize him anywhere. I had waited so long for this moment. He saw me and smiled, at his smile I felt my legs strengthen, and felt my brain nudge the tendons in my legs to start walking again.

I walked towards him, nervous, would he still want me, now I was real? Of course, as I thought about it, he would most likely feel the same way: would I still like him? Of course I did, so I pushed my doubts into the corner of my mind, and reached him. He greeted me in the way that I had once requested of him, with a warm hug, and a slow lingering kiss.

As we walked to the car he carried my suitcase in one hand and my hand in the other. We talked about the flight; how I coped (I hate flying). We got to his car, and he loaded my case into the back, and opened the passenger door for me, as if I were a proper lady. We drove in comfortable silence for the most part, except when he would point out interesting landmarks to me. Like Masturbation Glade for example. We got to his house, and again he opened both the car and house door for me.

As I walked in, I was struck by how beautifully decorated his home was. He showed me the bedroom I would be staying in. It was a room where I could always go, to be alone, and where I could feel safe. He would not come in unless I invited him in. I did not want this room, I wanted to be with him when I slept, whether in his bed or on the floor next to his bed. But I could see the sense in having my own room.

He left me in my room to unpack, and I started, but I was suddenly overcome by the magnitude of what I had done. I had left my family and friends for him. I had moved across an ocean, all to be his slave. What if I had made the wrong decision? I crawled onto the bed and buried my head in the pillow and started sobbing. As I laid there I thought about what had made me come here. It was not a hasty decision; it was months in the making. I thought about how confident my master had made me, how beautiful I felt now. How proud I felt to be his. As I thought these things I remembered that I was happy to be here, that I could visit my family whenever I wanted, and that I would make new friends. I laughed as I stood up, at my silliness, and noticed master standing in the doorway with a sad and pained expression on his beautiful face. I did not know how to explain, and as I was thinking of the right words, he said “I’ll book you a flight home as soon as I can; this door locks, and help yourself to any food in the house.” I flung myself at him and held him tightly. “I am tired master, but I don’t want to go anywhere, the only place I could ever be is with you!” I said quietly. I looked up at his face and saw that it was still troubled. So I decided that to do something that we had never discussed, but would (I hoped) prove to him that I wanted to be his slave. I stripped off all my clothes and shoes. His eyes got wide, but I think that he was too dumbstruck by my boldness to stop me. When I was naked I knelt down on the floor in front of him, knees shoulder width apart, bum resting on my heels. I laid my hands on my thighs palms upwards, lastly I lowered my head. There I stayed. There I stayed until I felt my master walk around behind me, put his hands on my shoulders and gently made me rise. He turned me around so that I was facing him; he looked down at me and smiled that devastating smile at me. He engulfed me in his arms and rested his head atop mine. I knew in that instant that I had made the right decision, and that we would be very happy.
He told me to get dressed and that he would go and cook some dinner. I got dressed in some jeans and a baggy jumper.
I went downstairs to find my master in the kitchen, cooking pasta. It smelt wonderful. I was suddenly ravenous and my stomach grumbled loudly. I heard my master chuckle and I looked down at the ground as I blushed. Then I felt his fingertip under my chin, tilting my head up towards him and he said “Never hide your blushes from me” before he lowered his lips to mine. He broke the kiss and returned to his cooking. Once it was done, we ate with a glass of chilled rose wine, and it was delicious. He did let me help him stack the dishes in the machine. Once the kitchen was tidied up he led me to the living room, where he sat on the sofa, and left me to sit where I wanted. I chose to sit next to him; we sat a very polite distance apart. That is, until I realised how absurd this was, we had shared much more intimate moments via e-mail, so I started laughing. Master looked at me, and frowned, but as I breathlessly tried to explain what was so funny, he started laughing along with me. Then he grabbed me and settled me how he wanted in his lap. I was truly very comfortable. Master flicked the TV on and we settled down to watch a film. At some point I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up, I was in my room in the bed, under the covers. Master had undressed me and put me in some pyjamas that he must have bought for me, because he knows I hate sleeping in pyjamas, but not in a strange place. I was terribly thirsty, so I went downstairs to get a glass of water. As I walked into the kitchen it was all dark, and as I didn’t know my way around properly I turned the light on. I nearly jumped out of my skin as Master was revealed sitting in a chair, his head slumped against the table, and a bottle of whisky open, next to his outstretched arm. I forgot all about the glass of water and grabbed his arms. He murmured something I didn’t understand. I told him that it would be alright, I would get him upstairs to bed. I was a little concerned that he might throw up on me, but decided that I could always sort that out later. As I though this he did throw up, but missed me and hit the carpet. Nice. I struggled with him up the stairs, he was dead weight and considerably taller than my 5foot. Nonetheless after much huffing and puffing on my part I managed to get up the stairs and into his bedroom, I laid him on the bed as gently as I could. I wasn’t as brave as my master, and I just took his shoes off. As I leaned over him to tuck him under the covers, he grabbed hold of me and pulled me to him. Now whilst I was glad that he wanted me, I was conscious of the cleaning I needed to do. I tried to make him let go of me, but he wouldn’t so I gave up, and snuggled against him, as he seemed to want me to do.
After several hours he relaxed his grip, and I was able to turn and look at the time 6am! Time to be getting up (with jet lag timings) and clean. I managed to wriggle out of his grasp. I went downstairs, carefully avoiding the place I needed to clean. I found what I needed in the kitchen cupboards after only a little searching. I got my mp3 player from my room and started cleaning enthusiastically. The first that I knew that my master was awake was when I saw his shadow fall upon me. I looked up, and saw his expression. “What are you doing?” He demanded. “I am just cleaning up, master” I answered meekly, wondering how on earth I could have got everything so wrong so quickly. Were all my months of training wasted, did I remember nothing of what I was supposed to do? “And what are you cleaning up?” he asked me quietly. I really didn’t want to answer that! I started to mumble something, until he grabbed my arms and pulled me up. He ripped the rubber gloves off my hands, sat me at the top of the stairs, and started to clean the mess himself.

A short while later we were both sat in the kitchen silently drinking coffee. “I am sorry, that you had to deal with that my love” master said quietly. “I was worried that I had pushed you into this, and got a bit stupid with the whisky.” I got up and stood behind him, I wrapped my arms around him and whispered into his ear, “I love you”. The next thing I knew I was flat on my back on the kitchen table with master above me kissing me with so much force I barely knew what to do. I certainly couldn’t think straight. There was something digging into my back and I wriggled to try and get it to stop digging in, and I think that master took that as encouragement for something else, as he started to undo my pyjama top. Don’t get me wrong I was not about to stop him, but it was really hurting my back now, so I pushed him up a little and removed the offending item. He obviously thought that I was saying “no”, so before he could get offended and get away from me, I pulled him back by his tee-shirt and kissed him hard. He got the point. He carried on removing my pyjama top, and as my chest was revealed to him, he paused and just looked. I mean, who just looks. He stood like that for ages. I started wondering what was wrong with them, so I sat up and l had a look. I didn’t see anything out of the ordinary, so I started prodding them and lifting them to see what was wrong with my breasts, as he was still staring at them. At this display master started chuckling “what are you doing?” he quizzed me. “Well I could ask you the same thing, why are you just staring at them? What’s wrong with them?” I asked. “Nothing, I was amazed at how beautiful they are your descriptions of them have not done them justice.” I stared dumbfounded at him. “What?” I asked stupidly. “Your description of your breasts was not accurate, they are more beautiful than you said” master said slowly. I looked at him to see if he was making fun of me, and decided that he was not. I shrugged, blushed and lay back down on the table top. Master went back to disrobing me. He removed my pyjama bottoms, and I knew he was looking at the way I had shaved for him, just as he asked, only ¾ quarters of an inch leading towards my pussy. He leaned his head down towards my pussy saying “I have waited so long to taste you”. I shivered at his words, as they were filled with lust for me.

At the first flick of his tongue against my clit I nearly came, so long had I been waiting for this. I couldn’t though, not unless I was prepared for a punishment, which I knew would be more severe now that he could punish me himself. It was so difficult not to cum though, he really was doing a wonderful job. He could sense me building towards my orgasm, and he growled up at me “don’t you dare cum, slave.” I quivered slightly at his tough tone. He stopped what he was doing, and yes I did let out a small whimper, only to feel his hand slap against my pussy. “You will not complain if I decide to stop something, you are my slave, you are here to please me, and me alone. If I chose to let you cum, it is a gift not a right, do you understand me slut?” I nodded and whispered “Yes master”. He returned to his ministrations on my clitoris and my pussy lips, which incidentally felt divine. I was worried; I had always managed to control my orgasms before by deliberately not touching myself, and distracting myself with other ways (cleaning etc), but master wasn’t going to let me get away with it. I tried very hard to think unsexy things, but it was impossible, as master had now started to thrust two fingers inside me. After a little while he made me look at him (I had shut my eyes) and he took his fingers from inside me, and put them into his mouth and licked them clean. Well that was me gone, the sight of my master licking my juices from him, made me orgasm harder than I had in a long time. Master was silent as I came, shuddering on the kitchen table. When my orgasm had subsided, he looked at me, disappointed. He helped me off of the table and led me to the living room. He had me get down onto all fours. I was very nervous since I had cum, he hadn’t said a word. He left the room for a moment and then returned with something in his hand, I could not see what it was. He stood behind me silently, for ages. I wanted to turn round to see him, but I knew I would be in worse trouble for that, so I stayed put. Eventually he spoke. “You know you are not allowed to cum unless I give you express permission. You have disobeyed me, and for that you must be punished. You will receive 60 smacks to each of your ass cheeks, and then because it was your pussy that let you down, you will receive 70 there.” I managed not to whimper as he continued “you will count each stoke out, but will make no other sound, is that clear?” “Yes master” I said quietly. He began with my left ass cheek. I soon discovered what he had in his hand when he returned, it was a paddle. And it HURT a lot. I counted as he went, by the time he got to 15 I wanted to cry out, as each smack made me lurch forward. Finally I reached 60, and breathed a sigh of relief, only to then remember the other cheek, and my pussy. Master gently caressed my left as cheek. I have to admit that felt good. Then he started on my right ass cheek. The only thing I can say that got me through this is that I knew I deserved it, I had disobeyed him. By the time he got to 30 on this cheek, silent tears were rolling down my face. The numbers were coming out breathlessly as I struggled to keep my composure. At 60, I very nearly collapsed against the floor. I didn’t however, but without needing to be told I turned so that I was on my back, ready for my final spanking. I knew that master had designed it so that my ass cheeks would hurt even more against the carpet. I closed my eyes ready for the stokes to begin. This time master used his hand, and so it was a little gentler, or so I thought. As the strokes increased so did the force with which he struck. I always found it more sexy than painful to spank my pussy, but now I was not so sure. Tears were flowing down my face as he got to 70, and I counted out the last number. I had not once made a sound, just like he said. He scooped me into his arms, and kissed my tear stained face. “I am so proud of you my love” he whispered in my ear before lowering his mouth to mine, for a tender kiss.

Master carried my upstairs to his bedroom. He laid me gently down on his bed. He lay down next to me, and stroked my cheek. My ass and pussy were throbbing; I had definitely been too gentle when administering his punishments back in England. I wanted to curl up in a
little ball and sleep. I turned onto my side and brought my knees up to my chest, so that I was in a protective position. Master could not have helped but notice this, but rather than get upset at himself, he curled himself around me, and gently whispered soft love words into my ear until I fell asleep. When I awoke several hours later it was to find master still curled around me protectively. I tried to get up, but I was pinned to him. I thought to myself that I would just enjoy being held by him, so I relaxed back into his arms. As I did so, I noticed a very hard thing poking me in the back. Well, there is only one thing that could have been! I rolled over in his arms, as he was still sleeping. I looked at his face; it looked so peaceful in sleep. I gently brushed his hard erection with my fingertips, and his face twitched slightly in his sleep. I got a little braver, and cupped my hand over his erection, I marvelled at how large it felt. I moved my
hand to the inside of his pants, and past his boxers until I felt the smooth skin of his cock. I slowly started moving my hand up and down it, not wanting to wake him I wasn’t using as much pressure as I could have. I was concentrating so hard on what I was doing, that I didn’t
notice master open his eyes and smile at what I was trying to achieve. All of a sudden I heard a husky voice in my ear “if you are going to carry on doing that, you had better be prepared for the consequences”. I nearly jumped out of my skin. I blushed all the way down to my
breasts. I was so embarrassed that I had been caught in such a position, that I started to move away, without realising that my hand was still trapped in his boxers. I was swiftly brought back to him with a tug of my arm. I rolled back over to face him. He smiled and kissed me passionately. I forgot about my embarrassment and instinctively started rubbing him again. He groaned into my mouth and I increased the pressure a little. We stayed like that for an age, kissing and me stroking his erection. I was not paying attention to what I was doing, he is THAT good at kissing, and before I had acknowledged that his body had stiffened, I felt his seed pump out all over my hand. We broke our kiss both as astonished as the other. He looked at me with an
impenetrable face, until I grinned like a kid that had been given the key to the sweet shop. I moved down his body, and cleaned him up. Well I can’t have master going around dirty can I!??

I got punished - I did break rule #2 though!

Last night I was allowed to be naked when I slept after too many nights having to wear some form of clothing. However I had to have my feet bound, and was not allowed covers. So I did not sleep well at all! Tonight though I can sleep naked and have covers, and my feet will be free.

I got a reward last night for having correctly answered the test my master gave me on our rules. He is going to give me a short erotica story about me and him, when I am allowed to cum (Saturday – I am counting the hours!), I think that there is something more to it than that, but he won’t tell me because he doesn’t want to ruin the surprise.


Today I have been punished because I called my master by his name yesterday. He is right to do that, I shouldn’t have done that. So more cold showers for me L

When we were talking last night, he started telling me to do things whilst talking to him, like suck my dildo, like it was his cock. I loved doing what he told me to, especially that bit.

I also loved smearing my wetness (not cum) over my tits, I also smeared some over my face and pretended it was his cum (he didn’t know about that bit, as I was a bit embarrassed to tell him). I was allowed to do that because he said I could put it anywhere, but I had to put some on my tits. He liked that a lot too, as I have to do it all day today. I have managed so far, and imagine I will keep on managing.

The thing I am finding difficult about my relationship with master, is when I am bad, and am punished, he does comfort me, but he is not there with me, and also when I am good, and he is proud of me, he tells me, but again he is not there to show me. Ho hum, we will be together one day, so I’ll just have to wait. As he is fond of saying good things “cum” to those who wait (spelling intentional).

He has said that I am allowed to post the start of my story, so I will in a separate post so that this does not get too confusing. I will say here and there that although it is about my master and me, it is fictional, there are aspects that I have made up because it fitted the story, like master drinking, he does not drink.

Anyway, I am allowed to tell master if I see any dares/dice dares that I want to do, and he will have a look for me to see if they are appropriate.

I have to smack my pussy, inner thighs, ass cheeks and each breast 25 times, I am allowed to take a 6minute break once, if I want. I am going to wait until I get home to do this. I will use my hand because I only have a metal ruler and master said to use a plastic ruler or hand.

Tonight he has said that we will talk like we did last night, with him giving me things to do, and then asking me questions. I cannot wait.

I would really like people to comment on my blog, and I am sure master would as well. I would like to know what you think, so feel free to leave comments. Master may comment one day, I wonder if it will humiliate me, I kind of hope it will.

That’s all for now, no doubt master will tell me if I have missed anything.

Komodo Whore

Today is April Fool's Day, and master came up with a lovely game. He gave me 6 commands, but I was only to do 5 out of te six. I had to guess which one was the april fool. If I guess right I get to do it, and get a present, if I guess wrong I have to do the command and another one of my master's choosing. I have guessed number 2 is the april fool command. So I will have to update this blog later. Here are the commands he gave me:

1) Take a picture of your naked tits and send them to me today.

2) Today you must post five random things in your blog that I don't know about you. At least one of them must be somewhat humiliating and at least one of them should be sexual.

3) Don't wear any panties today. - I wore a skirt.

4) Any wetness you get from your pussy, no cumming, must be used in the following way. Some of it must be swallowed and some of it must be rubbed on your tits.

5) Roll a dice, yes I'm letting you roll the dice, and multiply that number by 10. That's how many times you must smack your pussy but between every five smacks you must masturbate for one minute but you still can't cum. I rolled a 3 so that was 30 smacks, and 6 mins of masturbating (I didnt cum)

6) Roll a dice, once again yes I'm letting you roll the dice. That's how many ice cubes must put in your pussy. (2) Roll another dice, (3) that's how many times you must stick that amount of ice cubes in your pussy today.

I have loved doing these commands today, although I saved all but the no panties, for when I got home from London.

London today was tense, a man spat at me. (If you don't know there have been protests all week because of the G20 summit). The gates around where I work were all locked. And I had to run to catch my train tonight, because I was stopped getting across Waterloo Bridge because a motorcade was on its way!!!

Hi again,
I got the april fool command wrong, it was smacking my pussy, anyway here are the 5 things that my master does not know about me.

!) I play the flute
2) My bf at the time played with my clit and pussy in the cinema.
3) I once wanted to be a barrister (english lawyer)
4) For my 21st birthday, I made a recording of me singing in a recording studio in London
5) When my bf dumped me (master will know which one i refer to) all of his mates at college then laughed at the fact that he fucked me and then dumped me straight away. They made a song up about it. (I think that is humilitating enough)

Anyway, i'm off to talk to master again now!

Day 5

Master and I left our chat last night on something of a bad note. I was cross, sad, and ashamed of something that I can't change, and despite what he said last night, I could sense how disappointed he was. I did not sleep very well last night, thinking about it, and what would happen now. I read the email from my master at work, after a train ride thinking about it all. It turned out he'd been thinking about it as well, and what he said cheered me up. So whilst life won't always be easy, but at least I now know that we can sort it out.

I threatened my master with going across the ocean and slapping him if he ever took his anger out on me, and he told me that he might not let me come back again. I think he meant that to be menacing, but it turned me on!


Today I carried on with my story for master, and I hope he still likes it.

Today I had to finger my ass for 5mins with as many fingers as I could, I managed two. I loved doing that, as master has not had me do anything with my ass for a while. Also I was allowed to put ice cubes in my pussy, which I love, i put three in, and they melted together so I could use them like a dildo. I was so close to cumming, but I managed not to, as I haven't been given permission. I also had to use my index or middle finger and rub it between my pussy lips, not the tip of the finger just the finger itself, the area from the halfway point of my first knuckle to my third. I don't really get this, it didn't do much, so I think that I must have done it wrong.

Anyway I think master has some good plans for me tomorrow so I'll sign off for now.

4th Day

Hi all,

I have had a lovely day today, I got to write a story for my master. I haven't finished it yet. I had to do the socuring pad and clothespin dare today. The scouring pad was ok, bit uncomfortable but as we know I dont like the pegs. My master gave me a small reward for my progress so far, and that made me so happy. Master and I had a good talk last night, and I told him so of my concerns, and although I didn't explain it very well, he understands what I mean. He is so kind to me, I know I harp on that point, but he is.

I like it when he writes about me in his blog, and if you go there (http://chancemaster.blogspot.com/2009/03/how-it-began.html you can see. I did not get punished for my short essay, he loved it! That makes me so happy. Anyway I'm all written out after my story for master, so I'll go now.

3rd Day as a slave

Today, I have had to write on myself, I found this very difficult as I felt like a whore writing that I was his property, but when I had done it and taken the picture to prove it to him, I felt happy that he might just feel proud of me. I spank my ass again, which hurt lots after yesterday's spanking. And I have to write an essay for my master about why i want to be his slut. Also I have to fanatasize about anything i chose (i rolled a six), but i have to do it for no less than 20mins, and cannot touch any part of my body or I have to start again. Master knows this is one of my favourite commands. I am going to think about being tied up on his bed, face down, and he will be spanking me, with a ruler, i think. Then he will take me as he pleases, because I am his to do with as he wants.

Today though I want to describe how I feel about being his slave. He is in my opinion the kindest master in the world. He does punish me of course, for example I have to take cold showers all week because I couldn't do the command he gave me of taking showers at 5am. I feel scared by how I feel about him, I feel so strongly.

I feel so bad when I get something wrong, and he has to punish me. I know he doesn't like to punish me but of course he has to, otherwise how will I learn?

I like being his slave because he makes me feel safe, and he will test my limits with me, rather than force me to do stuff. It makes me want to try anything for him. I do find it difficult to follow his commands, some of them make me feel little and worthless, but when i've done them, i feel wonderful, and there is not a word suitable to describe how happy I am when he is proud of me. It makes the pain, humilitation all worth it.

Anyway, I am leaving it there as I have to write my essay now. But I must tell you about my master's blogspot, it is http://chancemaster.blogspot.com/2009/03/how-it-began.html?zx=72ff0f4d12c63313 please go and see it, he is very good at writing.